|SURPRISE||February 11, 2016, 11:32 am|
|We're releasing on PC.|
|Birthday||February 10, 2016, 7:15 am|
|Well it has just reached Feb 11 here in Aus so it's my birthday and I'm only one year away from reaching the third decade of my life, I already feel quite old.|
|quote||February 8, 2016, 7:14 pm|
No reason, other than I felt like sharing a quote that has been bouncing around inside my skull for the past decade. I will quote, and then you will add a quote, and we will all revel in some awful heathen quotation gangbang and look less spastic by association.
“There is a common emotion we all recognize and have not yet named -- the happy anticipation of being able to feel contempt.”
- Thomas Harris
|Made a youtube channel. What to do with it?||February 8, 2016, 8:10 am|
Any good recommendations for recorders?. or how i should grow my community?. I take suggestions. well yeah. it's my first youtube channel.
I heard of fraps & bandicam. but i don't know which one is better. but i got an avermedia capture card (portable) with 500 GB with it. Should i use the recorder? and what games should i play on this youtube channel?
|Feeling Shitty||February 2, 2016, 7:35 am|
I dunno guys. I'm just feeling really depressed. I realise this thread is gonna be spammed with a bunch of "man up you fucking pussy" replies but I guess I just need somewhere to vent.
Ugly as fuck. 6/10 on a good day. Can't stop thinking about missed opportunities I had to snag myself a decent life. Either I wasted a ton of potential or I'm just delusional in thinking I had a chance and that I'm a special snowflake. Holidays are over so I'm back to work, convinced myself I'd approach it with a positive attitude. Two days later and I've hit rock bottom again. Thinking about good mates from school who abandoned me and really awesome people in my life who would always inspire me to reach for the skies who, for some ungodly reason are now dead. Handholdless kissless virgin. I have hopes that I'll eventually find someone I can connect with and actually want to spend time with, but considering how socially awkward I'm around people in general that's unlikely to happen. Underweight as fuck, the definition of Mr Skeletal. Very insecure and self conscious, because of this I generally spend my weekends listening to podcasts (which really make me happy) and playing vidya. I feel like the only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I love my family and don't wanna hurt them + curiosity about the world. Wanna see where we go in the next 50 years. If that ends with me being beheaded by some ISIS dude then so be it. I feel like a fucking wreck. Everytime I tell myself to be positive I go on a massive high and then it tumbles down to a massive low.
ITT post feels I guess.
|Away For UT99, and now Back!||January 29, 2016, 9:01 am|
As most people here have noticed (like, almost everyone), I have been away for sometime; I was in UT99.org playing with them, making maps & mods for the 1999 game that would be a heresy even to tell it's name (if I am right).
However, maps often involve fixing fucking BSP errors, and everyone knows that's very difficult for a [meep]-years old to handle. I missed mapping for Doom!
The second time I was losered, I decided to take awhile away so they could rest and stay in peace without me. I even though of suicide!
But I couldn't avoid returning to mapping for Doom as it was so easy! I want to be in Doom and in UT (okay, heresy) in the same time!
I'm back, my friends!! :D
|we did the impossible||January 27, 2016, 3:08 pm|
We won against Poland and it was almost impossible! Suck on that! But you played well. 37-23.
|Doom 4 and myself||January 27, 2016, 1:53 pm|
Is it just me with the more I learn about the upcoming 2016 Doom, the less I care about it? Does anybody else have this going on mentally with them? It's as I have this "Classic Doom Forever" thing going on in my head.
It doesn't hurt that the comments on social media for the official Doom's pages makes my brain numb from the legions of very likely new people to the franchise and/or from Brutal Doom.
It just pains me mentally that I really don't care much for the upcoming game here yet I love the classics.
|What a purpose of the life?||January 26, 2016, 5:56 pm|
I hate think about it but last these years I feel a little depressed and not so alive as i wanted.
Absence of purpose a little distort me. (i have no idea how to describe it in English)
I already 4-5 years living without any purposes, living just for nothing.
So i would like to hear your thoughts about this. What are your purposes and how you holding up with it?
|Mappers Block||January 21, 2016, 6:14 am|
I suffer badly from mappers block. Honestly, I map for two minutes and then I'm done. I have done about seven unreleased projects, and only have about one half-finished map. And guess what? School's almost here for me, so I don't think I will have time to finish anything. I just make about a third, and then BAM! I get mappers block. For me, the only way to overcome this is to just play maps, especially the ones which gave me the idea. I normally map, so you know how I can get mappers block so easily. Is there anyway to overcome this besides playing the maps for my inspiration?