termrork
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First of all, thank you Paska, I hope you could understand my attitude even
a bit. Don't get demotivated by me doing speedruns, that's not what I wanted.
Don't take it personally, you surly didn't know what the run would mean to me.
myk and Qaatar before you analye my whole psychological problem I might answer
some questions, which could make it for you more understandable:
-------Why did I made the ty30-037 TAS run?
Well, I discovered the possiblility of uv tyson in this map about 2 years ago,
since then I tried to make it without tas, in my best months I made 300 runs
a week... So it was a lot of work trying this run
But after more than 1,5 years without succes I decided to do it with TAS.
Reasons:
1. I wasn't/aren't able to do this run without tas (only with legacy ;))
2. I wanted to show people how a UV Tyson run would theoretical work, so they can try it theirself
3. I thought a TAS run would get more attention than just saying to the community how it would work
4. I wanted to be the first who do a UV-Tyson map30 run
Epeen how you call it Qaatar (I had to look it up, I also don't know what ESL
should be) was never be a motivation for me doing speedruns, and especially not
this one.
-------What am I angry about?
Well first I was angry about Looper for doing this record, but then I asked myself
this question and I figured out, it wasn't Looper I am angry about, my anger
is because of the fact how everything turned out
The first 3 reasons why I made this run were there to see a ty30 run from
somebody else using a doom2.exe-compatible source port
Maybe you can imagine how much effort it took for me to creat this run,
not only the month in creating the TAS-run, also those thousands of thousands
tries I made only because of the fact I wanted to do it with doom2.exe
Maybe that's the reason why many people here don't understand my attitude,
you don't know how much time and passion I put in this run...
My brother, which saw me from time to time running map30 and writing the
TAS run was wondering how somebody can do this ( the legacy run ) and that it
should be removed imedeatly.
I mean, I made within 10 minutes a completly ty30-run with legacy, which
I havn't made in 1,5 years with doom2.exe
-------Did I understood the sentence "Too bad it's on legacy :)"?
Mh... looking backwards shows me, I didn't understood it completly write,
or I didn't want to understand it. I think I put too much ironic meanings into
this little sentence. I also thought Looper is somebody else who wants to
offend me directly with a different nickname.
Ok, I overreacted (a bit). But my problem which still exists
is that everybody runs with a different source port...
It feels wrong for me to compare speedruns from different source ports,
but it looks like I have to. In my opinion it is unfair for those who ran
in the nineties, maybe you can improve their runs with prboom, but do you also
can improve it with doom2.exe? Improve it with the same conditions they had?
That's why I would never improve a record which is made with doom2.exe
with a different source port.
Usually there isn't a huge gap how hard a lvl is with different sourc ports..
but in this case, there is one... for me about 10000 runs? or even more?
And this ty30-145 run affected myself, so this run brought the barell to
overflow... this run made me even more angry.
So what do you can advise me to do now?
Just take it as it is?
Stop playing doom?
Sending in a rather good ty30 run? (made it in 44s after another 10 mins trying it)
Please tell me
@vdgg
I wanted to express my own opinion, of course there could be people
who like his demo, but it was/is in my eyes ridiculous.
@Gez
Thank you for your sympathy :).
Have you understood my problem in any aspect?
@Fluffles
My problem with the run is how everything turned it out: a legacy run!?
@Csonicgo
true, completly useless
@xepop
I think I understood the sentence right :)
@Qaatar
True, I felt really good when I read the apologie
@Phml
don't take it so serious :), but what about strict barriers?
You can switch on seperatly doom2.exe-compatible demos and those other
source ports
@TimeOfDeath
I am from germany, I won't say anything further to this subject except of that:
Please don't come with this subject!
We are not talking about map31 or 32
Edit:
sorry to all those who had trouble with my attitude...
objective I would also say I overreacted a lot..
but subjective I can only say I reacted correct,
maybe you have to do so much for one run to understand that
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