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doom2day said:
NO NO NO!!!!
It's suck *= 50;
Is it just me, or is philosophy depressing?
(And why hasn't this been merged with the news forum thread either?)
I find philosophy depressing at times. When I was young and naive I found it inspiring... the unknown, the reason for life, the reason for living, the great beyond... but the last couple years I find it leading me to discouraging and scary conclusions about life/reality. I have to concur with others who naysay the use of drugs. It was drugs (pot only) that led me to some very scary/depressing philosophical/mental trips. But really philosophy should leave us feeling neutral at worst and good at best. So why all the gloom? Life is better than nothing for sure, no? And yet I have been among those with dark thoughts and a hopeless dead end outlook at times--often even. I've never been so far down to actually contemplate taking my own life, though, and I am continually distressed when I hear of someone committing suicide. To me it is one of the most tragic things that can happen in the world. And it's very puzzling and frightening to me how often it happens, especially among younger persons. I can't help thinking... am I capable of this? I wish there was some way to reach out to people who have come to a place in life where they feel there is no other way, but it is not easy. And while it doesn't change the past I still wish I understood why. I hate to think there might be others in the DW community who are also feeling hopeless. Maybe DW needs a forum where people can post their thoughts and feelings in a non-judgmental, non-criticizing environment... unlike how most of the interactions in the forums go.
I didn't really know Amaster but as someone who has long enjoyed there being a community for like minded doomers I felt like paying my respects to a well respected member of the community.
I read this entire thread and I'm not sure how or why you know so much about suicide AndrewB but I think you and others make some very good, helpful and important observations about it and have shed some light and understanding on the issue; which I for one appreciate.
Pete The Padre, have you read the book "Character of Rain" by Amelie Nothomb? I thought it might be relevant to your sister. I always found it hard to believe a child could be capable of desiring to take their own life but I am beginning to realize childhood suicide is very real. I guess one silver lining to suicide is that the sufferer may feel there is freedom and relief in finally ending their living nightmare.
I hope you have found peace Amaster.
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06-29-07 20:35 
