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Mold Problem? August 19, 2014, 9:14 am
It kinda feels like the air isn't very fresh in my home. My nose is a bit stuck, my throat is sore and my eyes feel like something's not right. I go out for a run and get fresh air and feel better. I visited my parents on the weekend and felt much better there. Now back home, and it's been 2 days and feeling sick again.

I had not vacuum cleaned for a month, there were lots of dust. I feel a bit better after I cleaned, but it feels like there's still something somewhere.

There are some places I've found some sticky old smelly cat pee. When my brother and his woman and their cats were here, the other cat peed like everywhere, and apparently there were/are some secret places of pee. My brother also left me a collection of wood he had collected from the forest in one wardrobe. I told him to clean it, but he just left it and everything else for me to clean.

I think I want to move into a different house. This is way too big for one person anyway. I have 2 large bedrooms, 1 small bedroom, 1 large other room, kitchen, 1 large toilet & shower and 1 small toilet. I only need 1 large bedroom for bed, computers, etc, and totally 1 empty room, kitchen and toilet & shower.

Uhhuh.. School starts tomorrow! Yey! Finnish version of Google Maps has all the street names written in Swedish! Even if I type in Finnish, it changes them to Swedish. And all the menus are in English. I think it's working pretty well... not.

Ok, time to go out, the rain stopped, sun is shining.. this indoor air is feeling wfl.
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Photos of the Wild and the Tame June 11, 2014, 9:37 am
First we go through the jungle: http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo.../jungle_001.jpg
And then there's this snake: http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo..._natrix_001.jpg
We come across a beetle: http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo.../beetle_002.jpg
and some blue gold: http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo...y/blue_gold.jpg
Out of nowhere, a frog keeping track of visions: http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo...ls/frog_002.jpg
A blurry vision shows a spider with an eggsack: http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo.../spider_009.jpg
Baby Jesuses had a water walk competition: http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo..._insect_002.jpg

And then we get back home and it's a snake: http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo...n_floor_005.jpg
The snake slithers on some repetitive tiles: http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo...n_floor_006.jpg
Flicking her tongue: http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo...n_floor_007.jpg
Try to run, try to hide: http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo...n_floor_008.jpg
But eventually captured: http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo...on_hand_002.jpg

ps. First time I managed to take a photo of a wild snake. It's a natrix natrix. Thought I didn't get the head in the photo, but it's there. Soon after the photo, the snake started hissing. I was going to get another photo, so that I'd get a better picture of the head, but then the snake made a fake attack, so I thought I've bothered the snake enough and left the area.
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Fight For Power May 27, 2014, 3:15 am
Last night I was dreaming that I was in a school gym hall. There was someone else who climbed to the ceiling and then jumped down head down into a small trampoline. It was some sort of extreme yoga. Later he jumped down on my forehead and stood there with his index fingers.

Then I climbed onto the ladders at the wall and turned myself upside down and hanged from the top ladder and started sleeping. I wake up and it's still pretty dark. My blanket is somewhere, and I was feeling a little chilly, so I thought to shake my body for a bit.

I start hearing Rise of Harkonnen from the Dune2000 soundtrack coming from the living room. I was like, did I go sleep with music on? I rolled and shaked around in my bed. Nearing the end of the song, I remember I don't go sleep with music on. Who's playing the music! Who's in my home, using my computer?

I find my blanket and it attacks me. The blanket tries to suffocate me. I was wondering what song would play next, my guesses were Land of Sand, Plotting and The Soldiers Approach. Next song was some unnamed crackling sounds. I push and pull the blanket. Eventually I was victorious, and pull my blanket over me, as I was feeling cold.

After 10 minutes of silence and cold shivers under the blanket, the birds outside my room start singing. I get warmer, push the blanket away and sleep undisturbed until morning.
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Kick Ass Way May 19, 2014, 11:03 am
I went to this place/course where they try to help me to find a job/career for people who haven't worked in long time. I sat about a month on some lessons trying to figure out what I want to do.

And now I'm supposed to get a job for a job practice. Almost all the jobs that interest me, require some degree, which I don't have. I think I've found one place that might take like volunteer workers, so other kind of free workers could be ok too. But my job application writing isn't going so well...

After serious thinking, my job application looks like this:
"Hello, this is me. I need a job. I'm interested in guiding physical stuff. I have no personality. I'm skilled at kicking ass and I like Doom, peanut butter, cinnamon, dancing and electro music."

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I want to quit this course. I want to go get the education, skills and degrees I need to get a job that interests me. I want to get people stop helping me and making me feel like I can't do anything myself. I don't need someone to hold my hand, I need both of them to do the things I want to do. I want someone to kick my ass to get me moving (if I'm stuck) and ask me how's it going. I want to kick ass too.

And on that note.. I've started practicing jump kicks. Next time someone asks what I'm practicing.. I'll say:"Kerioshirido!"

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Anyway, I'm thinking I'd become a physiotherapist. I've been in some physiotherapy and it's been useful, and while at it, I felt like maybe this could be something I could do too. But I worry that my lack of personality and social skills would be a pretty bad issue. Though at least my social skills have improved a little.

Ok, time to kick ass outside. I'm all out of food.
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Poison in the Ants May 14, 2014, 1:13 pm
My parody lyrics of Join in the Chant by Nitzer Ebb...

pies, pies, pies, pies
sold, sold, sold, sold
waffles, waffles, waffles, waffles
jam, jam, jam

sold, sold, sold, sold
cake, cake, cake, cake
waffles, waffles, waffles, waffles
jam, jam, jam

marmelade and fate
marmelade and fate
marmelade, marmelade, marmelade, marmelade

pies, pies, pies, pies
donuts, donuts, donuts, donuts
bake, bake, bake, bake
jam, jam, jam

sold, sold, sold, sold
cake, cake, cake, cake
waffles, waffles, waffles, waffles
jam, jam, jam

marmelade and fate
marmelade and fate
marmelade, marmelade, marmelade, marmelade

poison in the ants
poison in the ants
poison in the ants
poison in the ants

marmelade, marmelade, marmelade, marmelade
pies, pies, pies, pies
donuts, donuts, donuts, donuts
bake, bake, bake, bake

jam, jam, jam
waffles, waffles, waffles, waffles
sold, sold, sold, sold
cake, cake, cake, cake

jam, jam, jam
marmelade and fate
marmelade and fate
marmelade, marmelade

marmelade and fate
marmelade and fate
feeding machine
feeding machine

feeding machine
poison in the ants
feeding machine
poison in the ants

marmelade, marmelade
pies, pies, pies, pies
donuts, donuts, donuts, donuts
bake, bake, bake, bake

jam, jam, jam
cake, cake, cake, cake
sold, sold, sold, sold
waffles, waffles, waffles, waffles

jam, jam, jam
marmelade and fate
marmelade and fate
marmelade, marmelade, marmelade, marmelade

feeding machine
feeding machine
poison in the ants
feeding machine

poison in the ants
poison in the ants
poison in the ants
poison in the ants

marmelade, marmelade, marmelade, marmelade
jam, jam, jam
poison in the ants

...

Somewhere someone dies of sugar overdose.

I was thinking I might try sing/chant this and put into a song sometime. I'll post results here if I ever do that.
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Eyebrows March 21, 2014, 1:19 pm
A small poem:

Eyebrows in the net
a boat where you are
mist rise ahead
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New Swords! Yay! June 26, 2013, 3:21 pm
So, they finally arrived after some waiting. I had ordered some other stuff too, and they came in 2 boxes. Of course the post delivery only delivers the lighter box with some equipment to my home door when I'm at home. Then I go to the gym to lift some weights and stuff and while I'm there they try to deliver the heavier box with the swords. Why didn't they just bring both boxes at one time... maybe they did, but everyone forgot to count the boxes early in the morning. Thought then that they would deliver the other box tomorrow...

Oh and outside was 40C in the sun light and I had hurt my right bicep a bit at the gym, so it was very nice to walk and carry the nearly 9kg box home some 2-3km. Strangely it also rained later today. I guess it was just so hot that lots of water vapourized up to the sky and then it just had to come down the same day.

Well, and to the swords... I ordered a Hanwei Tinker Pearce Longsword and a Hanwei Scottish Claymore from Kult Of Athena. I had thought of getting a short sword that I could use with one hand, but ordered these instead. Well, the longsword feels light enough for some one handed use, seems it's a bit lighter than my katana. The claymore is heavy.. feels like a similar difference as when I first switched from a shinai to the katana.

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Ok, and some pics...

http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo...d_longsword.jpg
Also ordered that banner...

http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo...nd_claymore.jpg
Felt pretty awesome...

The new swords together with the katana..
http://koti.mbnet.fi/jeejeeje/photo...word_katana.jpg
The claymore doesn't include a scabbard, so I didn't want to oil my bed/expose the blade to the bed. Maybe I should have just put some cardboard under it... oh well.

Now I just need to make some stands/holders for the swords. Should I make something that hangs the sword from a wall or something that stands on the floor? Maybe both?

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Some specs:

Claymore:
41" blade
14" handle
54 3/4" total

4lb 14oz
2.2 kg


Longsword:
35" blade
12" handle
47" total

2lb 14oz
1.3 kg

The box/stuffing apparently weighed more than the swords together.. heh.

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Also it was not a good idea go to the gym with the white pants. They got lots of orange splotches from the gym machines... and I had just washed the pants day earlier.
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Should I... May 7, 2013, 7:29 am
Start drawing a comic? It could appear in the internet and be some short strips. I have some ideas for characters. Not so sure about if I can think of any funny witty insane jokes or if I can draw anything funny. Maybe the characters would be like animals. The name could be My Insane Little Furries or M.I.L.F for short. It could be some other F word too, since not all animals have fur.

Maybe this could be more fun to do than trying to make some game?
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My neighbours are retards April 20, 2013, 9:19 am
About every day my upstair neighbours talk so loud that I can sometimes hear the words clearly.

Some couple weeks ago they went away somewhere. They left early in the morning or it was still night time.. like 4am to 5am they just fucking jumped/stomped on the floor. What the fuck! At least after that it was quiet for a week.

They really don't know how to be quiet. I hear some stupid moany mumble all the time, even now. Sometimes I can also hear their tv mumbling. One of them also used to sing (horribly) often, but eventually some other neighbour complained about the singing. Sometimes he still does it anyway.

Last night they were away, probably in some bar, came back home around 3am, just when I was going sleeping. They make lots of noise in the stairwell. Then I thought they went sleeping, but around 4am I start hearing lots of yelling. The yelling continues for hours. I could hear it even when I had earplugs in my ears. I think they stopped yelling at 7am.

Around 10am I start hearing some kind of loud sweeping cleaning noise. Couple hours later they start talking loudly again.

They are the most ugly-stupid-retard-asshole people I know. I really hate them.
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I had a dream February 11, 2013, 7:25 am
That I was flying! Well, I was flying few days ago too. Last night I just happend to fly in this incredible looking place. I wanted to take a photo of it, but then I got sad.. How would I get the photo here? Didn't even have my camera, but probably I could have farted a camera into existence if I really wanted. I guess I could try painting the place, I haven't done that in a while...

It was kinda like gigantic sand mountains with a little bit of snow, but they were sort of made from bubbles. It reminded me of some distant country somewhere in Asia, yet it was just in a small alley between two buildings in a small town. Then there were also these huge construction vehicles or some tractors or whatever you might see in a sand pit.. they were just as big as the mountains, and felt somewhat out of place. Initially the mountains looked like they would continue infinitely.. I had crossed the whole place in a few moments and there I was back in the town.

Think I did something interesting in the town too, but I can't quite remember. Maybe it wasn't so interesting after all. Maybe all I did there was to look for something interesting, which I then did.
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