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I was watching Ladder 49 when... February 4, 2017, 9:28 pm
...Quake's main theme was played in the background.
Yep, that just happen'd. I also recall listening to "Life", also from Quake, and also in the same scene

It happens late in the movie, like at 1:29:00, when the guy goes into a building to rescue a girl.
If you can watch it somewhere, try to identify another Quake ost :3

First day in girl mode - trans dating simulator January 9, 2017, 8:46 pm
So that just happened, I was scared to even think of it until some time ago, like, what If ppl laugh or screams at me? or even beat me up for whatever reason?
Today I got a call from an old friend to hang out, we haven't seen in a while but he knows about my change, so it was ok, suddenly the thought pops in my mind What if...?" I mean, I really look different, people have told me that, even I've noticed it so why the hell no. Picked up some clothes I like, almost no make up and out... I waas like, everybody wish me luck good bye be good take care byeee.

We hang out, he was shocked, like, really shocked to see me like that because last time he saw me it was like 2 months ago, and there was little to no change in me, at least physical changes, plus the boy clothes so yeah... But we had a great time, we went to the park, ate ice creams 'cause hot freaking day, he had to buy some stuff so we went together, pretty fun!
And ppl didn't notice anything weird on me besides a husky ass voice, that's why I don't talk too much, but it was just that, ppl ma'amed me, heard some compliments, a couple of naughty ones but I don't really care.

Overall It was pretty good, first times are always scary, had muh heart pumping all the day, but, but, but... damn it was fun and nice.
Step by step I guess.

Spotify is bae December 7, 2016, 12:06 am
I was a bit skeptical about using Spotify, because it turns out I'm a stupid bitch that even having my Iron Maiden, Metallica, Blitzkrieg, Beatles, Judas Priest CD's I still use(d) youtube to listen to them, knowing that the audio quality is worse, and without wi-fi I couldn't listen to them, refused to play on CD because... I dunno?
Until one crucial day I downloaded Spotify in both my laptop and iPhone...
Knowing that every Beatles album (even the anthology ones) were avaiable to listen, even the LOVE album is there, blew my mind.

The only thing that I disliked about Spotify Free is that you can only play songs randomly, this often sucks when you have 2 songs that blend together, for example: Sgt peppers lonely hearts club band - With a little help from my friends, or The Hellion - Electric eye.
Luckily there is a sale that gives Premium Spotify for 3 months charging you only like 500 CLP (less than a dollar). However, I don't have a credit card so it's game over for me ;( tehee.

oh, and The Beatles' "1" 2015 remaster album has an amazing sound quality my god.

Got my PILLS prescription October 11, 2016, 7:21 pm
First step is to basically block my testosterone, so I got these:
Spironolactone 25 MG, 2 plls a day per 3 months
Diethylstilbestrol 2 MG 1 a day per 3 months

My T levels are 7.7, according to my doc they have to go down to something between 0.x to 1

Liking Judas Priest more and more April 22, 2016, 11:16 pm
Years ago, i only knew like, 3 or 4 songs from Judas (Painkiller, Nightcrawler, Brekaing the Law and Nostradamus), and recently I started to listen more and more and hell... they have amazing songs, lots of them. I've listened almost all of their albums (need to catch up with the latest 3 or so).

Ok, so let me put my top 10 songs from Judas:

10-Rapid Fire
8-Breaking the law
6-The sentinel
5-Electric Eye
4-Freewhel Burning
3-Turbo Lover/Bloodstone (sorry, couldn't choose just one)
1-Screaming for Vengeance

(Honorable mentions: 11-Painkiller, 12-Fever, 13-Eat me alive 14-Night Crawler, 15-Take these chains)

Currently listening while making this post: Heading out the highway
That's it folks.

Seriously what' up with side-tying hair December 14, 2015, 7:24 pm
Some friends have told me that I look like a girl, and I don't think so... well, I do recognize that tying my hair on the side is seen like a girl thing but seriously, most of the people I know tell me that I shouldn't tie my hair like that 'cause "it's weird"... And the other day I laughed so hard, I was in a friend's house and tied the hair on the side and he said like "who's this girl haha just kidding... you shouldn't tie it like that, trust me, you'll regret it" and I was like, ok, why would I regret- ok nevermind. Haven't tied it other way because I like how it is.

Anyways, a little rant-relieveng post.
First monthly blog post, stay tuned for 14th of the month, every month, or not every month... whatever, good night boys and girls, or, whatever. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w46Dwh4TMGA)

So Chile is officially the bad luck one May 2, 2015, 6:55 pm
Big image:

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I didn't choose the bad luck country, the bad luck country chose me

Couldn't go out today March 25, 2015, 12:31 am
Because of this!!:

Sh*t happening in north to center Chile (specially Santiago, Valparaiso, etc)
Still pretty cool

The power of Diablo 2 LOD February 4, 2015, 3:16 pm
Awesome gameplay. Awesome music. Awesome monsters and bosses. Awesome locations.

This game is freaking awesome, I remember sitting in my brother's bed while watching him playing Diablo 2 LOD, that was my first experience with the game. Years after that I installed Diablo 2 in an old PC and started playing with a Necromancer.
Never beated Baal in normal, because that PC crashed and lost my data.

I re-installed it in my new laptop some time ago when I received a gift from my bro, that gift was the original Diablo 2 and LOD Expansion CD's.

Now i'm a Necromancer Level 76 and i'm currently in Hell difficulty and searching for Jah & Ber runes to combine them with another rune in a 3 socket body armor to make an 'Enigma', but i'm currently in Act 1 and it'll be hard to find a high rune in this Act.

I can easily stay until 5 AM playing Diablo 2... uhg, I can't remember when was the last time that a game drained all my energies because of the obsesion... I think it was Doom back in 2007-2011 :P

I hate when I dream about my father July 20, 2014, 7:44 pm
This tends to happen sometimes.
When i'm dreaming about my father I tend to wake up with tears, mainly because the end of those dreams are always just sad as hell for me.

My dad died some time ago from cancer (If i recall correctly), it was very shocking for me, I remember very ell stading at his side in the hospital while he passed away and I could not believe it. Most of that sadness that I felt was because I was remembering the time I didn't spend with him, and the way he looked weeks and probably months before his death (very skinny and with some bad humour) and because he liked to be alone... or so I thought.

2 nights before I dreamed about my father, he was in his bedroom with some cards (he really loved poker!) and when I saw him i was like about to cry when he called me and asked me if I wanted to play with him. I said yes.
We played and talked a lot, it was very emotional, because we talked about when I was a little kid and we played and talked (we rarely talked the past 2 years before he died, but I started talking to him more months before), I don't know why, but instead of common lights we were using some candles. At the end of the dream the candles were about to fade when he asked for a hug, and then we hug each other. I recall waking up and remembering everything and started to cry a lot.
So i'm not sure what it does mean... it seems that I really wanted to apologize and said hoy much I loved him, but I can do it only in my dreams.

I don't recall having a funny or good dream about my dad, they're always sad.

In other news, I think it's time to start mapping again to distract myself.