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Want to ask new co-worker out May 15, 2016, 12:17 am
She's cute and stuff. Not sure the best approach to asking her out, or simply finding out if she's single. I mean I guess I could just ask her directly, I dunno.

Let go without warning (not anymore!) April 26, 2016, 9:20 pm
So my most recent job was being a cashier at a grocery store. I tried to work quickly and accurately, nobody had said anything about my speed. The last time I went in to get my paycheck, my hiring manager asked to talk to me, and told me that customers complained multiple times about my speed.

First of all, I wasn't going slow, do people expect me to be The Flash? Second of all, why was I not told about these complaints? I could have responded by working faster, I just didn't think there was a need because nobody fucking told me.

I called the corporate office just to ask WTF was going on and why was I given no warning to improve, and they're actually looking into it for me. At worst they'll say "store didn't feel like giving advanced warning and we don't care", but maybe something more will come of it. I'm hoping to work at the location my friend works at, perhaps.

Is this bad code? October 18, 2015, 3:37 am
Is it? I wrote it in a couple minutes on little sleep.

Posting streak and aimless rambling in blogs August 1, 2015, 5:21 pm
I dunno why, but I've been feeling particularly active as of late.

Are my posts marginally less shitty than they used to be? And yes, I'm aware that this post in particular is of rather poor quality. I hate myself and everything I do wrong.

I'm not even sure why I'm writing this. I guess I just feel like it or something i dunno man

Do I even contribute anything of value?

The Best Offer January 31, 2015, 10:42 pm
My dad was watching this movie on TV and I joined in on watching it. I liked it, but the plot twist really left me feeling down. I support art in all of its forms (even Brutal Doom, though I protest it and its creator in many ways), but this movie left me feeling awful.

Not much point, just saying that I don't like how I felt after watching it, while acknowledging that it actually made me feel emotion and was successful in its artistic efforts.

I feel like shit, man. (also I'm not so sober so this post is a bit messy but hey its blogs so fuggit, man)

Forcing some insane constraints on myself January 15, 2015, 5:05 pm
For no sensible reason, I have decided to use my trackball left-handed and change my keyboard layout to Dvorak. I don't know why I am doing this. Do you know why I am doing this?

Sick and tired (and fired :V) December 19, 2014, 9:30 pm
Started a new temp job at a toy factory. 8.25 an hour, 12 hour shifts. 2 days off, 3 days on, 2 days on, 3 days off, repeat. Funny that as soon as I started the job, there's been sickness going around Ohio. Had to leave one shift about halfway through because I suddenly lost energy and then ended up vomiting. Then I had to leave again because of flu-like symptoms. I don't go back in until the next round of shifts, giving me enough time to recover.

When I came back the following day the first time, every single one of my co-workers told me that they were surprised I didn't get fired for the sin of leaving early regardless of reason. Apparently the only thing that saved me was that other people have been getting sick and that they're low on people in general which is why they've been hiring temps so aggressively.

In a weird way, I kinda like the job even though I hate it and question the quality of the management given some shit I've heard. The co-workers make it enjoyable, and I get to kinda zone off and daydream about tech stuff as I perform repetitive tasks on the assembly line.

I'll probably get used to it, but I'll probably quit if I can advance my little internship elsewhere.

EDIT: Title change.

Happy birthday to me October 21, 2014, 5:35 pm
And I turned 21 yesterday, spent the latter half of the day with friends. So of course, I drank some vodka with some Sprite in it, what else is a sodaholic supposed to do?

No clue what to think of New York City September 26, 2014, 5:03 am
So I went to New York City in August to see the AVGN movie. I saw it (it was very good, go see it if you like the series). I even got to briefly talk to James during the Q&A sessions (and Kyle afterward), and NYC itself seemed very cool in general, so that was a pretty awesome part of my life in 2014 (even if the rest of it has been largely uneventful, boring and even some shitty low points like my favorite cat dying).

However, I just simply don't know what to think of NYC in general a couple of months after I visited it for only really two days. It seemed so enticing, controlled chaos, make your own way, always something to do. When I was in NYC, I wanted to live there. I didn't even care if I had to put up with all the noise when trying to sleep. Then, only days later, I was like "wait, maybe this is TOO hellish of an existence?". I wondered if it was all just too much, with the only opportunity available for those with preexisting connections to the industry or craft of your choice, and getting screwed otherwise.

I dunno. It was a unique experience and I'd love to visit again, but is it worth living there? So many contradictory stories of what it's like. "Oh, yeh. Totally same living here as it is to visit" while simultaneously hearing others say "Nah, man, completely different than just visiting". Which is it, dammit? It seems to me that both types of people are projecting their successes and failures onto the city that provided them with those experiences.

Should I hate the city or love it? I don't know! I'm so confused and cannot think of what to make of my experiences as a brief visitor.

Desperate to emigrate September 12, 2014, 8:14 am
Though I did mostly write this about myself, I feel that this subject could be relevant to more people here than just me, and it could also spark a general discussion on the political situation. I would like to hear from other Americans here on DW if they share a similar view or if they actually disagree.

The situation is getting very bad in the US and shows no signs of slowing, stopping, or reversing. So I'm hoping to see what options there are within the next 5 years:

*Canada seems like a good option, as I can just drive there, there's a similar culture, very similar accent, I feel that I have a mindset closer to theirs than a US mindset. It'd be convenient, the fastest way to get out, and I'd probably fit in relatively well.

*Germany seems even better, and though I have a few minor problems with it on principle, those issues actually aren't a problem. Religiously based laws are not enforced, and though the American in me says "I defend your right to speak even if I hate what you say", in practice I frankly don't care at all if some neo-Nazi scum get silenced.

*Australia would be nice, but Abbot is a fucking nut and the Internet situation there is even worse. Still seems like a better place than the US aside from the net stuff.

*I've heard good things about New Zealand, but I haven't looked into it enough yet.

*If Scotland gains independence and somehow manages to thrive as some sort of small progressive beacon of hope, it'd be a neat place to consider.

*As for countries that might not be ideal, I'd probably say the UK is worth avoiding as it has many of the same major problems as the US and is even more brazen about its surveillance.


Rant follows below:

Net neutrality is about to get gutted, we're about to be forced into another messy war without our approval or input. We're being poisoned by a lax and occupied FDA with cozy ties to big pharma and GMO companies. Schools are expensive and low quality. Americans are often unfairly ostracized abroad as a result of the US government meddling with the rest of the world with often disastrous consequences and I want nothing to do with it.

The US is the only country in the world to tax its people living abroad at the full tax rate as it does to local residents. The only way to avoid this is to renounce one's citizenship, and this possibility is quickly diminishing. It used to be gratis until 2010 in which a $450 USD fee was charged, and effective just today it has increased to $2350 USD.

They own us. They exploit us. We are serfs, not free citizens. The temperature is rising at an alarming rate, and I don't want to stick around long enough to be one of the frogs to be cooked. I just want to live a meaningful and satisfying life without major hazards coming at me left and right. The US is a dangerous place to continue living in.