TheeXile's Doomworld Forums Blog

TheeXile's Doomworld Forums Blog

Existential crisis... sorta February 15, 2009, 9:55 am
Alright, since finishing my latest map, now comes the inevitable post-release blues (as I call them). This is the period where it finally sinks in how all the time and effort I put into something I enjoyed doing will amount to little more than someone's petty, short-lived amusement and their subjective notion of good or bad; both objects of little-to-no intrinsic value in the grand scheme of things. An unfortunate reminder through self-reflection that I try my best to avoid, lest all my creative desires plunge into the depths of an ever-encroaching dark, abyssal despair.

(lol emo)

Anyway, does anyone else get moods like these after finishing something? Or am I just steadily going insane?

Hello, world. February 10, 2009, 2:07 am
Sup ya'll. First blog entry. Not sure of any brilliant ideas of what to do with it yet, though. I suppose posting it for the sake of having it should suffice for now, as a start. Usually I only come up with clever ideas until after I'm already in the position of needing them. It's stupid, but that's just the way I do things.

Edit: Hey 5 edits later and I finally turned out something semi-meaningful to say. See what I mean? :P