|Birthdays||March 21, 2012, 11:45 pm|
They all seem the same to me. Here's to 26 years so far!
I've been here for over 1/3 of my life. Wow.
|I'm a quarter century old now||March 22, 2011, 9:35 am|
|Yep. Today I'm 25, and nothing special's going on that i know of.|
|Lost Art of Quaking||December 30, 2009, 2:50 pm|
I'm working on quake modding thanks to Kaiser's help.
I'm still trying to figure out more complex functions and quakec still eludes me, but here's to trekking along. :D
I put it here because if you've seen the planetquake forums, more people who cared would see it here.
|New stuff!||May 29, 2009, 1:39 am|
So I'm using a blogger to archive my doom projects.
At least its organized.
|Birthday||March 22, 2009, 11:38 am|
|Today I'm 23. And I work tonight.|
|I buried my cat.||October 16, 2008, 5:35 pm|
|She was 20+ with a possible tapeworm. Found her at the bottom of the steps in the sun from the window. We buried her in the backyard and performed a native american rite for her. I don't really have much else to say. This was the second cat of ours to die this year, the last one from kidney failure.|
|Never gets easier||July 21, 2008, 8:59 pm|
I don't have much to say really. It seems the only time I have anything worth writing about, its never good news.
We just had to put my cat to sleep earlier today. It's always a difficult decision to make, but honestly we think its for the best for him.
My cat Taz was a 10 year old tan-colored maine coon. He is what you'd call a lump. A loveable lump. Loved lazing around and purred when you pet him. You could do practically anything to him and he wouldn't run or bite. Except for DC. They were the only two male cats in the house and often fought for territory. Almost all cats do that; but other then him, he was a love to everyone else.
A couple days ago we noticed him laying by the water bowl, just sitting there barely breathing. We noticed that he wouldn't move or look up at us when we got near. At first, we though he was just dehydrated again. Then we noticed a bunch of fleas in a cobweb and thought it was flea anemia. It was a very hot day and knew the heat wasn't helping him. Their room unfortunately does not have much ventilation, only having one small window above a cat ledge in the hallway between sections of the house. So, I picked him up to take him to dad's room where it was air-conditioned. That's when I realized that he had been peeing blood. We called the vet's office in Richland (we've had bad experiences with the closer office downtown), and took him up.
They said he had sand blockage in his bladder, which is (relatively) common in some cats. They put him on a cathoder to flush the toxins out, hoping it would help him. Dad was worried the whole time that we would lose him, which was realistically possible to happen, as kidney/bladder problems in cats escalate much worse than in humans. Taz stayed overnight under their observation.
The next day I was at work (and having a really lousy day at it). Dad came in to tell me that he wasn't doing very well and they may have to let him go. I nodded and said if its the only thing left to do... do it. Then he went back to the vet's and I went back to work. When he came to pick me up later that night, he told me that Taz was home for now, on pain medication and antibiotics and a new diet. I knew that if he wasn't better in a few days, chances were he wouldn't be.
The day after, he seemed to be doing a little better. He was still groggy from the pain meds, but was starting to eat and drink a little, and peeing. But it didn't last long, because when we got home from the reunion the next day, he was doing worse again. We took him back to the office today for fluids and a checkup, and they noticed that he was already undergoing renal failure. They could keep him cathed for the rest of his life, but honestly, it wasn't an option. We didn't have the money for it and there was no guarantee that it would help anyway. So we made the decision to have them euthanized then and there. I was thankful for them that they let us stay with him for the whole thing. The other office downtown pretty much kicked us out when they put down one of my other sick cats from years ago, and that was the last involvement we had with them.
My dad is one of the tougher people I know of in my life, right up there with my mom, and he could barely talk the way he felt. Mom was there with taz, waiting for him. We knew he was safe now. We didn't take him home to bury him, we had nowhere to do so, so we left him in their capable hands. We weren't worried about the body anymore. It was just an empty shell now. Taz is somewhere out there with my mom, the denmother for all of our cats.
I love you Taz. I always will.
|omg||March 8, 2008, 12:58 am|
So I just beat quake 4
For Raven, not bad.
|I'm back||September 25, 2007, 8:28 am|
1 month without electricity
2 months without internet
2 weeks without water
1 pain in the ass job
7 members of family that drive me bonkers
500 pages of artwork to scan
0 scanners to do so
numbers suck and so does this blog
|Being straight.||December 20, 2006, 6:11 pm|
There is something I would like to say. I am straight. I'm a regular poster here and I wouldn't in a million years admit it unless I was hiding behind this account..Like I am now
What hurts me the most is that you all seem like nice people, when you're not acting the way, well...people act. There is so much hatred of people who are simply wired differently from others. I really can't understand it. People allude to it and I guess that's fine, but it still hurts just the same.
Even though I'm not really "coming out" I still feel a little bit better being able to admit it on this forum, in some small way.