Play or speculate

Allthough I consider myself a gamer, I find myself reading more about (upcoming) games then playing and enjoying games.
Serious Sam is OK, but not really intelligent.

I havent played any games and enjoyed since (yes of course) Half Life, Q3 mods can be nice (what have these guys done?) to look at, but play? mwwwww..

Or have I invented a new hobby for myself. Only read and speculate. No playing.

Do you quys have any suggestions..

Anything before 1995.

They don't make games like that any more, do they? :(