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Lila Feuer

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  1. Wow I miss Post Hell rofl. Can't even read any damn followups to a thread I was in. Staff want it all to themselves for some weird reason. Whatever, I won't judge you. But it does make me consider copying and/or screen capping things in advance, in the event that everything gets soft deleted or shadow banned.

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      Well the OP is just cringe to begin, but people were still posting their opinions. Opinions are bad, mkay?

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  2. Wow I miss Post Hell rofl. Can't even read any damn followups to a thread I was in. Staff want it all to themselves for some weird reason. Whatever, I won't judge you. But it does make me consider copying and/or screen capping things in advance, in the event that everything gets soft deleted or shadow banned.

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      Yeah that's the one. But whatever, that's what I get I guess for participating in EE when I'm tired.

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  3. Wow I miss Post Hell rofl. Can't even read any damn followups to a thread I was in. Staff want it all to themselves for some weird reason. Whatever, I won't judge you. But it does make me consider copying and/or screen capping things in advance, in the event that everything gets soft deleted or shadow banned.

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      ^See, this is why it's annoying. I and anyone like me is left with the wonderful joy of having to explain things. Wasting time when it could've just been there to begin with. I could link something amusing to a friend and we can be done and over with it. No offense to you or anybody, but to sum it up in gist, people here can't discuss people elsewhere being offended idiots without idiots on here taking offense. No one wants to actually talk about the real issue, the issue being a people problem (and a very sad case of that too), let alone laugh at it, let alone laugh at themselves if they happen to be pulled into it because of some loose association with the idiots involved, because we all must be super srs the intrnts is srs bsns guise! This forum acts like its above the SJW bullshit, but I swear its a low-key accomplice in being apologist for it. 'Ultra-Progressive World', that would be funny if it wasn't literal. That defeats it being a joke, you can't be poking fun at absurdists if you're absurd yourself! That's just bad humor, the kind boomers would find funny, because it's ironic? Is that witty? If this is self-deprecating humor then why can't you take a joke? Why are you telling me to take a joke? I'd laugh if your joke didn't suck!

      Instead of just laughing at the bubble wrap people we get such straw man counter-arguments like durr, 23595 people liked and retweeted this vs. the 12 sheltered losers who made themselves look bad! What is your point? We're the butthurt ones here because we think it's outlandish and funny? Compared to those '12' or so actual mental midgets who give no actual fucks about being decent human beings we're somehow the mightier force of being offended? Oh my, I'm sorry, that I find your offensiveness offending enough to point it out and the other vast majority of mostly sane people! I thought we were just stating the obvious with the lunacy, proving that this species isn't going to completely die off in vain, and not that its somehow our downfall as well? Hey, I didn't ask to be validated with your bullshit existence to begin with, I wasn't looking for you, I didn't care about you until you showed up! Anti-SJWs are just as bad as the SJWs'. No they're fucking not lmao.

      Wew lads, now I'm offended that you're offended. Doomworld, the only place somehow more annoying than Twitter. Goodnight wieners!

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  4. Really the mods block you from the everthing else? xD

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      They're just trying to remind you that you're their dog and you wear their leash. It's implied passively otherwise, but I guess they really wanted to shoehorn you into the kennel.

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  5. TFW an entire thread gets nuked because of one bad user who could've been warned or had their posts deleted.

    Hey, remember when the authority did their job and 'go fuck yourself' was the last option? Me neither.

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      This is the internet, and this is Doomworld, what flies on one website doesn't fly on another.

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  6. Cyan0s1s has exited the Doomworld, enter Lila Feuer.

     

    I had to say that. I apologize. 

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      It is with heavy hand and heavy heart that cyan0s1s had to be taken out back and euthanized.

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  7. TFW an entire thread gets nuked because of one bad user who could've been warned or had their posts deleted.

    Hey, remember when the authority did their job and 'go fuck yourself' was the last option? Me neither.

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      @Jim Greezy couldn't keep his mouth shut around @arobase so apparently we all have to suffer for it.

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  8. TFW an entire thread gets nuked because of one bad user who could've been warned or had their posts deleted.

    Hey, remember when the authority did their job and 'go fuck yourself' was the last option? Me neither.

  9. I like it when YT's search just decides to load nothing on the screen and hangs until it fixes itself. I'll never understand these multi-million dollar companies with hundreds if not thousands of people working at them that produce these piss-poor barely functioning websites with horrible UI. Hall of Shame also includes FB and Twitter.

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      Hm, there's a way to bypass it but you have to close the website out several times and try again. Like clearing a jam in poorly maintained firearm.

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  10. I like it when YT's search just decides to load nothing on the screen and hangs until it fixes itself. I'll never understand these multi-million dollar companies with hundreds if not thousands of people working at them that produce these piss-poor barely functioning websites with horrible UI. Hall of Shame also includes FB and Twitter.

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      Oh nvm it just decided to stop working again, it's not like I enjoy having to fix videos in my playlists every so often, so the fact they make it so hard to do something so simple is mind-boggling.

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  11. I like it when YT's search just decides to load nothing on the screen and hangs until it fixes itself. I'll never understand these multi-million dollar companies with hundreds if not thousands of people working at them that produce these piss-poor barely functioning websites with horrible UI. Hall of Shame also includes FB and Twitter.

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      Oh no wonder it hung, they changed something on their retina-burning default white regarding their logo, which I guess is designed to screw over people like me who use the dark theme.

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  12. Hopefully one is not guilty by association around here.

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      He has his reasons, but it doesn't matter, he's moved on :P

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  13. Hopefully one is not guilty by association around here.

  14. He's going to come back as a ghost. I've seen it in a vision!

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      Gutless Ghost will haunt Lin's shack with doughy pizza crust.

  15. R.I.P 

     

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      The Gutless Fatso memorial is now in session. Put into the oven too soon. <3

  16. Oh no, I'm old and don't know who this person is.

    lol, Google's at your fingertips, you know.

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      I will now proceed to go into my private circle jerk with my f r i e n d s.

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  17. Sorry in advance for this post, friends... shit's heavy. Feel free to skip.

     

    Spoiler

     

    My custom title is looking more inappropriate by the day. I just can't cope right now. What's the point of anything anymore.

     

    Since she left us, I've just been dithering around helplessly like a zombie, unable to find joy in almost anything. I go to bed with a heart that feels ready to collapse, and wake up with a bottomless pit in my stomach that food doesn't fill. Recently I thought I was rounding a corner, but a 2.5 hour conversation with my dad just now proved that I have absolutely no battle plan here, in any respect. The fault is entirely mine.

     

    There are so many more problems in my life rearing their heads right now than just the grief I'm going through. Having outlined them here, these are problems that for the most part still persist to this day - nearly a year after that post was made - and that's kind of just the starting point of it all.

     

    I've been terribly nonchalant about my lifestyle, and it is now biting me in the back hard. I know things could be much worse - don't even go there. I recognise that I've been privileged enough for my family to have helped me do nearly everything, but at this point they can't give much more. On my own, I'm a practically useless individual. No life skills whatsoever. If there's something worse than not having a family, it's having one but feeling completely fucking unable to help them in any capacity. And I've been casually cruising along, ignoring this for so long, that I've just hit an inevitable dead end - and now realise that I've forgotten how to drive. Any possible way out just seems deathly inaccessible.

    • I've been ambitiously creative my whole life, but now that attitude seems all but gone. Music doesn't come to me as easily anymore - I think that last 30in30 project I did bled me dry - and that was 2 fucking years ago, now. Plus the market is saturated and intimidating, if the last 4 years of uni have taught me anything - that and the local music scene sucks over here. (It really feels like there's no hope for me in Western Australia, tbh. I'm miles away from anything and everyone I care about and that includes Australians.)
    • Graphic design is something I guess I could do as a fallback but I don't have any professional tools and frankly cannot do anything photo-manipulation-oriented, which at a guess is where the real money is.
    • Game development - i.e. continuing to work painstakingly on Square E2 and E3 - would seem to be my only option, but it'll drive me further into a hermit-like lifestyle and over-reliance on my family for food and shelter. And I'm not really in the best state to be doing anything creative right now, anyway. And it won't pay me, or anyone else.
    • I actually still can't drive. Can't afford lessons right now, anyway.

    I feel like I've got nothing left. Having practically no money, very high social anxiety, and a hesitancy to pursue anything that might be the slightest bit risky, there's a multitude of seemingly insurmountable obstacles in my way... and I know I'm the only one who can overcome them, but now, my best friend and pretty much only point of sanity in this world is fucking dead. If she's not around to enjoy life, and the quagmire of my problems is the only thing that I'm left facing, then quite frankly, what's the use.

     

    Before anyone suggests it, yes, I'm going to a therapist, on the 18th, but again, what's the use. I can't pretend to want to cling on anymore.

     

    I'm not suicidal, I'd never take my own life, but I honestly feel like disappearing. The world just seems so loveless and superficial now, and I can't stand the stupid mess that I've let pile up around me. Again, it's all my fault.

     

    Just take me back to the womb, already, I want to start over.

     

     

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      You're a good guy Jimmy, I can see that, I notice your presence here in these forums and how you influence and inspire others in addition to just being a friendly and helpful person. We've all taken losses, some much bigger than others, but nothing will top the death of a loved one. I know I can only do so much, but I still wish you well on the road to recovery, with the hopes you will find it in yourself the willpower to overcome these dark times in your life.

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  18. ...what did he do this time, could anybody explain? Ffs he hasn't even posted in a month.

  19. I beat Serious Sam: the Second Encounter today. 

     

    It was tiring, to say the least.

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      The sniper rifle and flamethrower and the new power ups added in TSE like serious damage for instance are really helpful. TSE is also more about gimmicky stuff like strange rooms and puzzle elements than huge battles like TFE.

      I also really liked the Aztec chapter the most, and thought that was gonna be TSE's theme. Didn't care for Persia or medieval Poland as much.

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  20. I beat Serious Sam: the Second Encounter today. 

     

    It was tiring, to say the least.

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      I found The Second Encounter to be more interesting (initially) than The First Encounter's setting, and that it was going to be harder, but I thought the rest of it was easier than The First Encounter. On Normal difficulty anyway. I aspire to go back through these on Serious difficulty though, because I'm a masochist and I want to get the 'full Serious Sam experience'.

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  21. Poor out a 40 for my friend, David, may he rest in peace. I'll always remember how you helped me out when I was homeless and even got me into some great bands like MDC and Lydia Lunch. Goodbye my friend, I love you. 

  22. I have a foot fetish. I wonder why though?

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      Yeah, life's too short to be getting pissy over menial shit.

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  23. I have a foot fetish. I wonder why though?

    1. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      @MrD!zone I've confessed worse and no one batted an eye. This is 2017 after all.

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  24. If there is one game Menu I love, is the one from FEAR, holy hell, Its so well done.

     

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