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About mrthejoshmon

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    Holier Than Thou (Yet Painfully Average)

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  1. In the grand scheme of things I have began to slowly to realise how much impact I have on anything or anyone around me, everything I do is ends in negative outcomes and will amount to little more than another failure at best, everything I try to fix will break apart to more pieces, all I try to hold closer instead escapes my grasp and everyone I choose to care for comes to harm at my attempt to help.


    Like a poision I slowly corrupt and twist pure things into ghoulish replicas of their former self, it's high time for an antidote.


    I'm finally seeking the help I need, not the help I want, to better myself and fix these issues to prevent any more harm.


    Everything happens for a reason and tonight I'm going to face these demons and have a real loooong talk with them... I need to know what about me is jinxed.

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    2. Nine Inch Heels

      Nine Inch Heels

      Best of luck on the path you have chosen. I am sure you will see it through.

    3. TwinBeast


      I hope you find the help you need. I found Zen useful for facing demons.

    4. mrthejoshmon


      Thanks for the kind words guys.


      Sitting down and talking with the right people really helped see things much clearer, I know what I must do and I'm determined to see it (or specifically not see it, hard to explain) through and really get more done to help myself and everyone around me.


      It'll be tough, but I think I've got the right help to see me through it.