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129thVisplane

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  1. how much worse can my life get????? im an unloved untouchable fucked up little wage slave retail goblin, my dead dog didnt live to see another of his birthdays, my most hated thing is getting a prequel, im so deep in the black hole of depression that my friends dont even want to talk to me anymore and now everyone on here hates me because of a stupid fucking browser extension that i forgot i even had. im already this close to crawling into the back storage cardboard compactor and the snark really isnt helping leave me the fuck alone my life is agonizing enough just forget that i ever said anything forget i ever existed

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    2. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      You sound like you have a lot more going on than just hatred of some video game. For whatever the hell it's worth to you just know that I'm sorry you're having such a rough time in your life. I feel you. So don't feel like you're alone in those feelings, cause we're all suffering in some way or another. I have no idea what is even going on anymore in my life as of this year, and I don't know what the future honestly holds for me at this point in time. But with that said, I hope you get through it, take some time off from here if you need to.

      Sorry about your dog too, didn't know that, not that I would've known but still, that's rough to hear.

    3. Lila Feuer

      Lila Feuer

      Completely random thing to say but also, your pfp is cute.

    4. plums

      plums

      Sorry to hear things are going so badly for you, I hope you're able to bounce back. Sometimes life is hard for sure.

       

      As far as the browser thing goes (I think I saw it before, I guess the message has now been modded away): without meaning to sound like I'm belittling you or laughing at you, I think it's great and kind of hilarious in a way. Like you hate something so much you're going to go out of your way to change it's name so you don't have to read it? Hell yeah, that's how the internet should be. I can't personally think I'd ever get that upset over a game but that doesn't mean your feelings about it are invalid.

       

      Anyhow I hope you are able to manage and take care of yourself, feel free to message me if you ever need to. As someone else who's had persistent depression and who knows many other people with similar things, I know it's hard to get out of your own head sometimes.

  2. 129thVisplane

    DOOM: THE DARK AGES (DOOM 6)

    trailer looks alright enough but i most likely won't play the game myself, not just because DE pulled a DNF on my mental state for a couple years, but also because i bet it would run at 5 entire frames per minute on my rig. my poor 2017 gpu had a hard enough time running DE itself any higher than 10fps, it will burst into flame just thinking about running a 2025 triple-A game lol. i'll probably just watch a streamer or youtuber play it, if even that. [presses switch] one six-hundred-sixty-sixth of the puzzle has been solved in the blood swamps (disclaimer: i love hexen this is just a silly jab at it)
  3. i bring u: a pk3 of all my embed-eaten pydt contributions that i could find (and a few extras that i found in my mess of projects along the way). i used long texturenames in the pk3, so for wad purposes they'll need to be renamed/cut down. sorry about that, i just find long texturenames easier to deal with, source engine modding had me spoiled </3 i actually ended up recreating the 32-tall bricks and brick mixes because i couldn't find those. didn't find my SKSNAKE variants that the spreadsheet mentions either, but they Might be the SNAKE01-09 entries in the pyddtex wad. maybe. sincerest apologies if someone else actually did those, i barely remember what i did yesterday let alone a texture i did in 2018 lmao lemme know if there's anything else missing that i had made and i'll try to either track it down or recreate it c: ETA: ^ yesss i completely forgot about the shawn transitions that i did. i don't believe i have those on me either, so @Michael Jensen if you could post those (and the GSTONEs for posterity's sake, while i did end up remaking them, it would be nice to have the originals) that would be excellent thank you <3
  4. fwiw most of the missing stuff by me I should have somewhere, I gotta head to work rn but when I get home I'll see if I can dig out my entries from the depths of my harddrives and discord logs. c:
  5. 129thVisplane

    Games You Have The Most Hours In?

    help how do i close garrett's modification (i use it to test/chill in my source maps, pose models for art references, and make silly shitpost renders)
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    Doom music you'd !@#%* to

    catch me bangin to this banger i mean what
  7. 129thVisplane

    St. Anger isn't bad

    very much same here, St. Anger carried me through some Very Dark moments as both an angry depressed teenager and an angry depressed adult. honestly it's not even a guilty pleasure for me because i don't feel guilty about enjoying it. it's definitely a "listen only when i'm absolutely down" kind of thing for me though. also i enjoy both the st. anger snare and dave mustaine's vocals, what does that say about me
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    I make art sometimes.

    late night roadtrip vibes only
  9. 129thVisplane

    I make art sometimes.

    I like to art and I cannot lie. Mostly big sketchy pieces but I do enjoy me some pixel art. I've got a tumblr where I post my best art, but figured I could post some of the more Doom related stuff on here as well, cuz the art tumblr has literally every other weird shit I draw as well. I'm putting all of these in spoilers because the pics are MASSIVE, except for this one: Anyway here's some assorted, vaguely Doom themed art (mostly featuring my silly little OCs): Assorted concept art/shitposting for Shattered Dawn, a never to be released Doom project of mine: I'm probably gonna post more art as I make it, I almost never post anyway so it'll be a nice little excuse to post more. maybe someone will ask me about shattered dawn
  10. 129thVisplane

    I make art sometimes.

    im glad at least someone appreciates the fruits of my unhinged duke obsession phase LMAO <3 even if 99% of the shit i draw also includes miss meowmeow over there. such is life, i fall for a character, i invent a shameless self insert oc (or in this case, resurrect one from the forgotten depths of time), i proceed to draw nothing but the two for a couple weeks/months/years, i make it everyone else's problem too have another memepost that i just drew the art part of, the rest is game content:
  11. 129thVisplane

    I make art sometimes.

    edgelordry and shitpostery, all flavored with duke nukem and/or karri stormson, is the name of the game lately when it comes to my art. idk why i tapped so hard into my art drive recently but i did. i hope the pictures embed right bc they didnt auto embed i had to pull the bbcode move and idk if that works anymore. it worked in the preview. anyway, the edgelordry: the shitpostery: assorted unfinished/unrefined sketchposting:
  12. 129thVisplane

    I make art sometimes.

    the kings of ms-dos platformers kick butt together. unparalleled speed vs unparalleled explosions but they both go to space and blast enemies away with laserguns to bangin' music (this started as a crusty referenceless sketch made in like 20 minutes on a break at work on a scrap piece of corrugated cardboard. also i might still shade this but for now it's flat)
  13. 129thVisplane

    I make art sometimes.

    we interrupt your regularly scheduled broadcast of unashamed dukage with 4 AM Vent Artwork Fueled Entirely By Amaranthe and Recent, Regrettable Incidents (featuring Mal'kyr who very nearly got wiped from the maltiverse but i decided to keep her around and make her suffer. sorry mal'kyr ur my new depression vessel)
  14. 129thVisplane

    I make art sometimes.

    my time machine got destroyed and im stuck in summer of 2010 with a Massive crush on duke nukem helppppp
  15. 129thVisplane

    I make art sometimes.

    this wasnt originally meant to be a half life duke, just a generic scientist duke made as a joke for a certain post-nuclear-apocalypse scifi setting, buuuut i guess nihilanth's gettin his alien baby ass kicked
  16. 129thVisplane

    Sector Trees & Mid Texture-Based Trees in Doom

    shameless self promotion of the janky tree that grows out of the initial hell portal in Trouble Over the Rainbow: the same wad also contains a dark forest that, however, is too dark to take any good screenshots of but trust me
  17. 129thVisplane

    I make art sometimes.

    went through the thread and fixed some broken images, we're so back lets goooo also here's some expression practice with miss kittycat over here. drawing facial expressions is very hard and face consistency is an impossibility
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    Favorite Male Video Game Character

    as a character with thoughts and feelings and motivations, i'd say Gordon Freeman is my favorite even if his thoughts/feelings/motivations are completely unspoken and up to the player in a silent protagonist way. to me he's just a humble science guy trying his best but getting fucked over at every step and forced into increasingly dangerous situations that he conquers through sheer perseverance and an HEV-suit-supplied morphine high probably. he's not a big hunk of roided up meat who's built specifically for badassery, he's just an everyday man whom circumstances placed into an HEV suit, put a crowbar and a gun in his hand, and said "lmao go ahead pal, try to survive, i had bet some big interdimensional bucks on you so you better do" and also he's cute i would give him a hug and buy him a beer god knows he deserves it but if we disregard all that and have me drool unstoppably over hot guys with hot voice acting then the list is very long but right now my favorite is Duke Nukem. idk why but that big hunk of roided up meat built specifically for badassery has somehow outranked even Samuel Hayden on the would scale i mean what
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    I make art sometimes.

    hey. you know what time it is. its catgirl time [duke nukem theme riff, rudely interrupted by a record scratch and a song from my workplace radio station]
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    Do you design pistol only sections in your maps?

    i am admittedly a coward and give the player a weapon as soon as combat starts. usually a shotgun but i've done berserk and rocketlauncher. pewpewpewing with the pistol is reserved for shootable switches and sigil eye secrets
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    Things about Doom you just found out

    ah yes, my favorite red door track with the door action on a 1 sided line..... arguably the funniest part is that in the vanilla executable on dosbox it just freezes and throws a bunch of illegal memory access but then continues just fine after a moment, however if you do it on that in-game computer version in doom eternal, it instantly crashes the whole entire game to desktop lol this is the only time i will acknowledge de
  22. can't wait for the inevitable release of doom: the new colossus
  23. 129thVisplane

    What would be the worse game universe to be stuck in?

    not to mention the lore in the manual saying that before the whole serpent rider debacle happened, the leaders of the 3 world-ruling factions essentially enslaved everyone else and suppressed their individuality in the name of The Greater Good(tm) (would probably be worth it for the cool weaponry though. cmon i wanna have a railgun wand and cast some lightning from my hands that would be so rad)
  24. 129thVisplane

    2023 Cacowards

    late as fuck but hell yeah cacowards!!!!! congrats to all the winners and thanks to all the writeup writers <3 i probably won't get around to play most of this year's cacoward wads (just started a new job actually so my gamer time has significantly decreased) but im awed at what the community puts out every year for 30 years now, and it gets better every year. wild that it's held up for this long and i hope the creativity doesn't burn out for another couple decades. 30 more years lets fuckin gooooo this post probably sounds performative af but i mean all of it i swear
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    What would be the worse game universe to be stuck in?

    probably not the worst, but as much as i enjoy Blood, living in it would be pretty fucked. you either get killed by the Cabal and raised as a zombie/left on the floor/hanged up on a chain as decoration, or you join them and get blown up by Caleb (and/or your own cultmates' shitty tnt throw) or you don't join them and get blown up by Caleb anyway. and on the off chance you hide away somewhere in a comfy victorian mansion, there's a 100% chance it's haunted and full of big spiders but i guess that happens in real life too additionally as a woman i feel obligated to mention the Duke Nukem universe from Duke3D onward. yknow. you either get captured by aliens or get hit on by duke
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