kain

it seems that my viewing of internet web pages has been altyered. first, the buttons are extreemly big.
seccong, i am only able to view a white background on doomworld. no pictur background, no nothing.
third, my fonts are all effed. evrything is either bold, or in a basic font that i dont like. its starting to annoy the hell out of me.

also, i am runing windows 2003. its just like xp. so i can send you a screen shot if you want, so you can better understand it.

i actually got a title??? LOL!!! yay!! i feel important now!

yeah yeah yeah, i havent been posting allot since i dont care anymore, ( i still talk to jenblaze ;) ) and now i feel that i have almost reached my peak.

well, this is how it happened.

i decided to go with my dad and his friend to an auto auction thinking its gonna be full of shitcars. to my suprise, not that many shitcars, but still. so i see a red nissan stanza, but it was a pos, so we kept lookin, and low and behold, i see the majesty of a superb looking rx7. the outside is superb ( accept the stupid black plastic fading. everything works, and i tell my dad this is the car. so we wait a shitload, and the car finally goes up. 900. 1000???? 1000???? sorry, 950? SOLD!!! i couldnt believe that i got that shit. it has 177k miles on it and the whole cars is in perfect runing order. other than the minor crap breakin ( plastic interior ( minor) and the seat having a rip the size of texas in it, i love it. i love it. so , if you dont see me a whole lot anymore, its cus i am out racing it in the scca tournaments.

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i miss the old doomworld. i mean the old doomworld. i mean the doomworld when mordeth posted, and potd was still here. man i miss that.

which reminds me, what happened to king elvis, and some other peeps here?

Collectively, i have about 280 gigs of pure porn on my computer, at one time.

well, to my horrid suprise, the pulsation dampener is broken. just to put it in a simple way, broken pulsation dampener means gasoline being sprayed onto the engine and then, fwoosh! goodbye. luckily i found it before i died. lol.

Why the fuck did i come back from greece?? WHY THE FUCK!!!
some of you say the parthenon is only good to look at like 5 or six times.

nah nah nah. you got the bullshut all mixed up. what you did with your parents was nothing.

go to the islands and go to the clubs.

THE LIFE IN GREECE FUCKIN ROX AT NIGHT!!
WHY?? you might ask???

1) GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS!!! NEED I SAY MORE? example. the place where i worked had a hotel across from it. and a hot czech chick stayd there and everymorning she would rub down here tits with lotion, in front of everyone. i would just walk up to her and talk to her. while she was topless.
2) ALCHAHOL!!! i am still piss drunk off my ass. and i am 18!! fuck! in some places, you need to only be able to know what you want!
3) life!!! its soo god damn care free. they dont care about jack shit!
4) dance music. club music. TECHNO!! yes i know i might get some heat for this, but cmon, most of yall dont know how cool the shit gets with funky lights and bug subs and when you drunk!!

i closed the deal. fuck summers in the usa. fuck the women in the usa.
fuck the life in the usa. i got a house, a motorbike ( yeah pritch, i got the street magic ) and thats it. so expect me to leave every summer.

well, lemme explain. i live in a family that doesnt give a crap about what i get, as long as i get something. 99% of the time, dont even get remotly close to what i want. i can only remember 3 things that i asked for that i got
Snes
Dreamcast
Radioshack Flashtron

and thats about it. i have been asking for allot of things and never get it, but when i just dont get anything, epsecially what i hate and or dont even want, gets on my nerves. who the hell buys their kid candy for xmas? or a fishing encyclopaedia?? i mean shit. i dont know how long i have been asking for a cra or a computer ( the reson why i got this one is cus my bro threw it away ) but i mean they act like it doesnt piss me off, and they get ha reaction when i storm off after geting my "present" and wonder whats going on. i fuckin hate that shit. we arent poor. we have 2 houses for gods sake. i mean my parents blow money on themselves all the time, but nag and whine when i want one thing. im just gonna blow up when i get my next present and say FUCK THIS SHIT!!! and buy the most expensive thing i can get with my credit card ( only for emergencies???". so yeah. this might sound like i am spoiled, but i am not. i just never apprecieate slippers and books and chocolate for presents from my parents. other people yes, cus i can throw that shit away. but i mean cmon. they forgot about me one xmas literally. i busted out crying ( i was young ) when i didnt see a preasent ( 30+ of them under the tree ) with my name on it. and i hate the bullshit like " o we will get you something so big it will be for your bday and xmas.

their lucky i am not bipolar cus i think there would be some fucked up shit going on here. it so pisses me off.

and my dad. hes the biggest god damn prick on the face of this earth. he is a compulsive lier, and doesnt admit when hes wrong. he supports his act to the end and when proven wrong, he just says that its different the way we think of it. im telling ya, he pisses me off. i mean thnx allot for calling me stupid all my life and putting me down. and what do you know, my grades start going up the moment he leaves me allone. i mean i have a damn 3.5 and he isnt satisfied. he says i spend all day in my room infront of my computer and dont study. i dont study , but i do school work. so how can i get a 3.5 BY SITTING HERE ALL DAMN DAY. oops caps!! =oD i mean he is just a prick. my mom even wonders why she even married him. also, he is major jelous that i spend the weekend at my brothers house. he just says they have a family and we dont need to bother them. well, dad, how about you shut the fuck up and leave me allone??? o yeah, dont go today cus i need you to ONLY cut the grass. _*it takes 30 minutes*_ to cut the grass. he ... god damn this shure feels good to get it out into infinity and have randome people read it and respond.

im going to be selling some stuff. if anyone is interested, there here is what i got.

dual pentium 3 450 with 256 megs of ram.
2 pentium 2 400 with 128 megs of ram. might not sell.

rc airplain trainer 20, 90% built with remote conytrole. got everything, accept fuel lines.

some misc rc stuff.

15 inch screen. you name the proce , its yours.

rc ground radio system, complete.

i found a computer on mr street just sitting by a garbage can, so i snatched it. its a p1 with a 3 gig hd. i dont know what it has on the hd, but i hope to find some indecent pictures of ugly ass neighbor so i can put in in their mailbox. lol.

yip. after a long and painful sleep, my 86 gxl is now breathing fire. and literally. when i shit, it spits fire out the tail pipes. coolest shit ever. ill post pics.

o and btw, i dont give a fuck what yall think. this is a blog and its going in blogs. so jump off mike d!

i dont get what the hell is going on. apparently my post count has stopped. its been 841 for some time now. obviously the term power corups, and absoulute power corups absolutely. i hate the person who did this. i will find them. i will hunt them down. i will kill them with a rusty spoon that i happen to drop in the garabdge disposal just to make it have jagged edges. lol. but seriously, cut the shit out.

well shit, this game looks awesome!!!
http://www.rockstargames.com/maxpayne2/

now what do you get when you mix rambo and porn?

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lol.
i hope she came with it

Well, today started as usuall. i picked up franceesca at about 7:30 am. we dont talk the whole way to school, while she channel surfs on teh radio. i end up going outside and sitting down with her and do my homework, while she has an inteligent conversation about some guy named "J" with my lesbo teacher. shes actually quite good at teaching. Then i get on the bus to "oec" ( dekalb highschool of technology north ). i then proceed to drift into a hopless chat with some mexican and a cuban kid. i took the mexican kid home wednesday, and as i left the parking spot, i attempted a drift ( making the car go horizantle to where you want to go ) and i end up pulling it off, halfway. the e-brake locks up.
I correct and carry his ass home laughing the whole way while listening to greek dance music. so we end up at oec. now the almost daily un healthy rutien of stopping by the snack machine. i alwase get a fanta grape or a snack. so i change out, and go into my class eating my butterfinger and fanta grape. i proceed to drift into a hopeless stare at the 62 white impala that we are working on. the smarter students get to work on it. since almost all the other kids are still on their 2nd dent. i finished 3 dents, and 1 project by this time. the teacher gets pissed cus they use a linear sander even thoug they on their 2nd and must be on their third. also, most dont know how to properly apply body filler. eventually i end up doing almost nothing. for 3 whole periods.
I go back, and i walk into the library where we have to sign in. i attempt to talk to a fine ghetto asian girl, but to no avail since she is too ghetto and type just the way she talks. i make fun of how she types and she replays that she does that so people cant understand. i say o well, and i go to class. i go to my physichal science class, and i sit. i make up most of the work i didnt do, and turn it in befor the teacher notices. i end up not even doing all the homework, and get 1/2 credit on it. so the class ends with the teacher telling funny fight stories. time for lunch. its a daily routine of getting to lunch early, and making sure i am in the back. it all becomes hopless when people start to cut at the very begining of the damn line. and i mean like flocks of 10 to 12 people at a time. so this happens and mr fungalo stops them and i get through the line.
I end up seeing my friend, maria ( shes soo god damn beautiful ) and we talk. i sit and gobble down food while i ask her questions about her life. so the bell rings and i go to 4th period. my teacher that was outside talking to francesca. we have a test what we read, and i do ok. it was the pardoner form the canterbury tales. i end up taking notes and finish the class with homework for the weekend. i then go to jrotc, in wich i have pt today. now we have retarted kids in our school, and most of them are in this period allong with normal people. i am the onlye elidgable senior since the other senior is a semi retarted black girl. i end yup doing pt, and hanging out in the gym.
I talk to andrea ( black chick, very nice, and hot). i talk to her about class and such. i end up getting her phone number. i get dressed, and get to my car where francesca is waiting. i notice she hasnt had a good day. so i drive her home. i tell her i am free this weekend, and she says she is still grounded.
I endup going home and sitting there. theo ( black loser kid ) comes over and demands more porn. i dont have any. so he makes mixes from 4:30pm to 7pm at this time, francesca im's me. she is pissed because anwar ( a good friend of mine ) didnt write her back, and he sent me the e-mail she sent him, whitch obviously shows signs of her liking him. but he has not plans on replying since he doesn like her.
so i write him an e-mail telling him what to write. After whitch, i end up reading the scca rules and what cars can enter since i want to be in scca racing. i love it. but i need to apply, and go to the school. so i end up just lkeaving the compute on, and waiting for stupid e-mule to finush my downloads ( i am not bashing e-mule. its slow, but it gets me what i want in a reasonable amount of time ). so i attempt to pass time by watching tv. no go. so then i go back to my computer and here i am listening to greek music again.


also, my whole week has been plagued with people turning me down for the home coming dance. no one wants to go with me. some, cus they have a boyfirnd, and some, just cus they dont like me. so i am kicked into high gear and end up asking allot of people. still no responce. i end up asking francesca, but she doent know if she will either run away, or go to a diff school or run away and never come back.

o well.

my sound card wont work with it. there arent any drivers for it, me doesnt care.

well, my night starts off with this girl calling me asking me to hang out with her. ( i drive her to school every morning ) well , she then decides for me to drive her to her boyfriends. this is where it begins. he isnt there, he promises to take her from school, she gets mad. we finally locate him after knocking on houses. then, its yelling, crying, fists flaring. climbing onto bridges to try and commit cuicide. then, its over. i mean its over.


yall should have been there... it was interesting, but it was an interesting way to spend time.

Well, this is a blog, and i am going to vomit all that i am feeling right now. first, i am so frustrated at women. i mean i like to talk, but then again, i might talk too much, and this gets to most women cus i say hi to them whenever i see them. just cus i like to talk to them. but this hase braught some of them to not talk to me at all. i mean cmon, its been 18 years since i have had a gf, and i was borne 18 years ago. i mean the last time i kissed was in greece ( that made me happier, but made me long for more ) and i just fell apart after. i felt better about myself, but it gradually fell to the florr as more and more of them just dont talk to me no more. But recently i had a dance and i went to the dance with my brothers sister in law ( kinda cute ) but she was older, but no one noticed. we danced and had a good time, but that was it. i was hoping that some of the kids would think i have gained anothjer cool point for going with a gorl that didnt go to our school, but it didnt work. they made remarks such as :
" is she a hooker? "
" how much did you have to pay her... "

and so on. i mean god forbit i can actually get a women in greece thats super model hot, and bring here and the jocks will be kissing my ingrown toenail infected feet. it pisses me off.

also, i have british lit, and its makeing me do more hard work than i even imagine, but i only have 4 periods and thats the only class i get homework in. i dont know, i guess i have to learn not to reply on my lil computer as much. o well.

also, where i live is boring. i mean atlanta is fun place to live, but everything fun to do is so damn spaced out , so i dont drive on the highway cus i am scared. so i dont have any fun at all.

also, my brother is bugging me to get a job, and its bumming me out cus no matter how hard i try, i simply cannot find one. i must have filled out 20+ applications, but havent gotten a single callback, yet some people just need one and their picked. it pisses me off.

god damnit i wanna just go back to greece where there aint nothing to worry about but falling off my motorbike, and getting too drunk and having sex with hot women.

well i got the new aim beta, and it comes with multi player games. holy cow this is cool.

ok no wonder where my things where goin. heh.

im just gonna say this, if you dont have comcast, get it, cus it rox.

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man WTF!!!

lol
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most wont care, but the first word that comes to most peoples heads is initial d!!!! yeah.