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  1. Song of the Day

    [edit] I've decided for two songs for today:

    Coma White:
    By Marilyn Manson

    There's something cold and blank
    Behind her smile
    She's standin on an overpass
    In a miracle mile
    'Cause you were from a perfect world
    a world that threw me away today
    today
    today
    to run away

    A pill to make you numb
    A pill to make you dumb
    A pill to make you anybody else
    All the drugs in this world
    Won't save her from herself

    Her mouth was an empty cut
    She was waiting to fall
    Just bleeding like a polaroid
    Lost all her dolls
    You were from a perfect world
    A world that threw me away today
    Today
    Today
    To run away

    A pill to make you numb
    A pill to make you dumb
    A pill to make you anybody else
    All the drugs in this world
    Won't save her from herself

    A pill to make you numb
    A pill to make you dumb
    A pill to make you anybody else
    All the drugs in this world
    Won't save her from herself

    You were from a perfect world
    A world that threw me away today

    A pill to make you numb
    A pill to make you dumb
    A pill to make you anybody else
    All the drugs in this world
    Won't save her from herself

    A pill to make you numb
    A pill to make you dumb
    A pill to make you anybody else
    All the drugs in this world
    Won't save her from herself

    I Just Want You:
    By Ozzy Osbourne

    There are no unlockable doors
    There are no unwinable wars
    There are no unrightable wrongs
    Or unsignable songs

    There are no unbeatable odds
    There are no believable gods
    There are no unnameable names
    Shall I say it again, yeah

    There are no impossible dreams
    There are no invisible seams
    Each night when the day is through
    I don't ask much

    I just want you
    I just want you

    There are no uncriminal crimes
    There are no unrhymable rhymes
    There are no identical twins or
    forgivable sins

    There are no incurable ills
    There are no unkillable thrills
    One thing and you know it's true,
    I don't ask much

    I just want you
    I just want you
    I just want you
    I just want you

    I'm sick and tired of bein' sick and tired
    I used to go to bed so high and wired, yeah - yeah, yeah, yeah
    I think I'll buy myself some plastic water
    I guess I should have married Lennon's daughter, yeah - yeah, yeah, yeah

    There are no unachievable goals
    There are no unsaveable souls
    No legitimate kings or queens, do
    you know what I mean? Yeah

    There are no indisputable truths
    And there ain't no fountain of youth
    Each night when the day is through,
    I don't ask much

    I just want you
    I just want you
    I just want you
    I just want you
    I just want you
    I just want you.
    Yeah, yeah, yeah
    I just want you
    I just want you,
    Hey, yeah
    I just want you.
    Yeah, yeah, yeah
    I just want you, hey
    I just want you
    I just want you



    Today was a rather odd Saturday. Shortly after talking with Use3D upon him signing off last night, I want to bed but couldn't sleep, so I ended up staying up until 5 am again *sigh* and waking up at 1 today. My friend Brandon stopped by while I was sleeping. Thankgod I wasn't sleeping in my underwear since I fell asleep with my clothes on, since when I woke up my cover had fell unto the floor.

    I proceeded with letting him play my RPG so far, and he was rather disappointed when it came to the end of where I'd gotten so far with it. If he likes it and wants more then others are bound to do so, atleast I hope. Shortly later he had to leave, so I got on the NINternet and checked Doomworld for any interesting conversation, and then chatted for a while with Sean (Footman).

    I called Coleman today to see if he was babysitting, and if not, if he could stay the night since it's been a few weeks since he has. He told me he was going to play Starcraft all night, and despite my best attempts not too I couldn't help but feel very disappointed. He hasn't been around much at all here of late, and I was hoping he would come over. In an low and mono-tone post I told him I was going to talk to him later, and to my surprise, in an emmotional and almost disappointed voice himself, said "alright, bye." I sat there for a while thinking, just staring at my computer monitor at the wonderful blue abstract art on the desktop background, and after about 15 minutes called him back, with the excuse that I was wanting to know if he was still going to build his MTG Elven Call deck. We talked for quite a while, and he said he could come over tommorrow for a while. I was happy, and felt very good after that. You see, all summer he's been around almost everyday, and every weekend he's stayed the night nearly. In the last three weeks he's hardly been over but two times. I'm use to him coming over alot more, and I've began to miss him really. But I suppose the fact that I love him so much doesn't help that.

    Well after that I started on a Dark Nexus Flash Movie Demo, which I plan to complete as soon as possible. I've hit a mappers block in mapping out the next Dark Nexus demo, which it's level will be called "The Doomsday Project." What is it like, what will be in it? Everyone will indeed have to wait to find out! All I have to say is it is atleast ten times larger than the dndemo.wad I put in /newstuff a few weeks ago.

    Right now I'm taking a break from talking to Use3D to Blog here. I've been talking to him for quite a while, probably for about four hours total. I would go on about him, but I'm limiting myself due to certain circumstances (shyness to be exact ^_^), although I will say he sent me a pic tonight and I think he's cute :P. Oh yeah, and I downloaded the cchest.wad finally, a great collaboration indeed, and of course Use3D's maps were absolutely spectacular, especially map13 :D.

    Well, I'm done blogging for now. I'll end this blog with a little something I wrote, inspired by a friend of mine...



    Shattered into Perfection

    Everything matters, or so it seems,
    Nothing is real, just beyond your reach,
    All you want from this life, all of it,
    You can't have that life doesn't give you,
    Everything matters, atleast you'd think,
    Nothing is real, because you're in this dream,
    Your thoughts are surreal, lost in your head,
    While reality tears at the seems.

    You tempt your own imperfections
    With illusions of what you see,
    within your own reflection.
    What you see is what you want,
    It's obvious whats to come,
    Can you please come back?
    Before everything turns black?

    It's all written out,
    I leave it befor your face,
    Will you please see it?
    You cannot win this race,
    Your dreams are in perfection,
    Your oh so perfected reflection,
    But reality is closing in.

    Rude awakenings are a bitch,
    You know it well
    Wake up, and begin to stich,
    Because while you were gone
    Everythings fallen apart.

    Trapped within your own mind,
    You refuse to believe me,
    Reality is different,
    You don't control everything here,
    It controls you...

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