Single Status Update
Nicked myself on the sharp edge of time
Leaving the trail of blood
Knowing what would come of it
Fearing what would follow it
Trying to find myself
Torn apart from the inside
Deeper in the hole I crawl
Scratched and Tired, Whispering,
Mumbling to myself as I fall,
Wanting something to heal it all,
The wounds open from the past
All the bandages are falling off
Into the nurses hands
As she tells me what I've done,
While I'm still hiding from the sun.
Figuring the effect on me,
of the sum of what I've undergone.
Concluding my mathematics
Nearing the answer to it all
Drawing closer in a creeping crawl
Try to tell them what it is I see
But they do not understand
The feel of floating in a sea
Of discontent as I search more
Getting them to leave me be.
Went out a door, didn't make it back,
Moving on, Going on, Traveling On,
Never feels complete
The more I find, the less signs appear,
Losing control, Unguided.
Battle of blind faith and free mind
Knowing where I want to go,
But my mind and these thoughts,
A dam is blocking them,
They won't flow.
Wandering in the unknown
Wallowing in the insanity
Spinning around watching it all,
As I slowly feel when I began to fall
And found my way back by a glow.