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  1. I keep forgetting that people here aren't my friends. It's silly, isn't it? You know what else is silly? How weak I am. It feels like if I had a heart made out of crystal, always getting hurt by trivial things.


    I know this isn't worth anyone's time, yet here I am, writing this. Why am I not stopping myself? I don't know. I don't understand myself, never done. Why can't things be black and white? There's always a dozen different angles to look at any given situation, but what is the correct one? Oh yeah, there isn't a correct one. I'm not sure what I'm complaining about anymore. Different things, I guess. If one of them is triggered, it triggers another, and that one triggers another, you know, like a chain reaction, so my mind just ends up being a cobbled mess. Maybe this text is a cobbled mess, I don't know, I'm not giving myself the work of actually re-reading and fixing everything like I always do. I don't have the energy for that right now. I just want to lay on the ground and do nothing, but I can't do that, of course, because life and society are a thing. They always get in the way.




    But I'll keep going.


    I'll be gone for a few months, probably. I need to rearrange my brain so it stops melting, if that makes sense. It probably doesn't though.


    Or does it?


    I don't know.


    I'll stop now.



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    2. mrthejoshmon


      Whilst we aren't exactly friends (and possibly never will be) I would like to let it be known that I do not hate you, I simply do not know you.


      We all find ourselves in the dark at times, for what little it possibly means to you I am sincere in my hopes that you will find your way into the light once more, good luck and may it all turn out well for you.

    3. KVELLER



      Dude.... what is this meltdown?


      Well... just a meltdown, I guess. Happens every now and then and I couldn't manage to shut myself up, for some reason. Anyway, I'm ok now.



      I'll be gone for a few months, probably.


      Welp, that was an overstatement.

    4. mrthejoshmon


      That's good to hear, welcome back.