Neurosis

50 minutes ago, Liberation said:

 

Err... That's a tad strong don't you think?

It was also a tad strong to ban someone on DW for something that was said on another Doom forum and then covering it up like nothing happened.

29 minutes ago, Doomkid said:

You need to stop spamming just to backseat moderate. That's 3 spam posts telling the admins how to do their job. Knock it off.

Maybe if they'd do their job right then people wouldn't need to tell them in the first place. 

7 minutes ago, SayWhatOneMoreTime said:

Or someone who made doom wads that people liked.

lol you could say that

let's just say I couldn't play finger pistols in elementary school in Colorado because of him

7 hours ago, Ex Oblivione said:

Playing the original F.E.A.R. for the first time in years. Such an amazing game!

*sighs and unzips*

guess it's time for me to reinstall it

52 minutes ago, Chewyninja69 said:

WTF? This is awesome.

sounds like drunken shenanigans, be safe out there you nutters 

9 hours ago, cyan0s1s said:

It's a tourist destination and it's full of churches, old people and bums. Real exciting!

This sounds like one of those loading screens before a Carmageddon level 

Oh thank fuck I can finally get a friend out to do something with me. Even if it is as small as salsa dancing class.

Guys, you have no idea how much it sucks living in a small town. Oh sure in the city you can do anything, but here? GOOD LUCK 

I need to do more than getting drunk at bars or staring at computer monitors for hours 

also my crush is out of town so I can't dance with her for like another monthSEND HELP

Starcraft 1

I'm with the zergbois now and we're almost on the 4th mission.

11 hours ago, Rifle Infantry said:

I once fell off a bridge.

I once fell for a bridge. I have a very niche fetish, you see.

2 hours ago, Chewyninja69 said:

but whatever. Still a good song.

ugh, they're all good songs bro

On 2/28/2018 at 5:33 AM, cyan0s1s said:

Ah, the memories are coming back! One of my 'comfort games' from a simpler time.

Funny how the original SH games are considered comfortable by us and the fans even though they're the scariest and most depressing games of all time lol

I've fallen for an older woman. Now I'm 100% sure that that's what I want in a relationship because I need somebody who isn't childish...and also because

midi.mid

It's all an illusion
There's too much confusion...

I searched, I searched, I searched my whole life
To find, find, find the secret
But all I did was open up my eyes
Baby we can do it, we can do it all right

Do you believe that we can change the future?

@Mayhem666 Every photo of you is trve and kvlt \m/ seriously they could all be black metal album covers lool

43 minutes ago, SayWhatOneMoreTime said:

I'm supposed to go to therapy at the end of this month but I don't know what they'll do. I'm kinda hoping they'll put me on medication but at the same time I hope they don't because of the thing's I've heard about antidepressants.

Therapy and meds didn't help me, but it might help you. They didn't help because I honestly didn't feel it. It was placebo if anything. But antidepressants aren't that bad. There's also mood stabilizers and anti-anxiety meds as well. I had to go to a psych ward to deal with my issues and even that didn't quite help. It's going to be a process and you're going to have to work at it every day. Don't worry about it, though. You'll survive. Life is a process for all, and everyone has to fight their own unique battles every day.

1 hour ago, SayWhatOneMoreTime said:

I have bad social anxiety

Me too, hang in there.

1 hour ago, SayWhatOneMoreTime said:

let their parent's and everyone around them down? Or feel like you have let society down because you couldn't be like them because you're different from everyone else?

You can't compare yourself or your life to someone else's self or life. We each have a different journey and a different walk in life and that's okay. Besides, it's not always about what THEY think about you...it's what YOU think about you. You seem to care enough to want to do better, and that's fine. You should always want to strive for better, but sometimes you have to give yourself a break. Even if you're on your A-Game 100% of the time, people still might not notice that. They seem to only notice when you stumble or mess up.

Society is harsh and always demands more, more, and more from you. So some people might feel like they always have to live up to someone's expectations, but you can NEVER live up to it because they're usually unrealistic expectations...and you might just end up stressing yourself out even more than you already are. From the experience of my parents...nothing I ever do would be good enough for them. Same for society. So I had to come to a point where I didn't care what they thought (well, I obviously care a LITTLE because it's good to have an outsider opinion) and to the point where I was my own harshest critic, because only YOU know what you truly need to do with your life.

No single paragraph can make your anxiety go away, but it does help knowing that other people are here for you and have experienced what you're going through. So I hope you're able to take a step back and go easy on yourself, because you're only human. 

3 hours ago, KVELLER said:

I was butchered by the Butcher and rage quit

He's not even that bad lol

I like how people just brush it off. Like yeah, we obviously know workarounds for this (thanks but no thanks), and we're not so lazy that we need it anyway. However, I can't help but feel the way I do when Facebook or YouTube or last.fm makes a big change without telling us about it or even talking with us about it. Yeah I get it. It's a business. They don't care about us, and they don't have to tell us or talk to us if they don't want to. As long as they continue to make money, right? And we'll continue to use it because there's no good alternative, so we shrug it off and just continue with it.

But I prefer when people are concise and honest about what they're gonna do/what they are doing, especially businesses. Did google ever once warn us ahead of time? Does it not seem like an impersonal and shady thing to do? The internet is always changing but I wonder if it might become something entirely different soon...and not necessarily for the best. 

4 hours ago, bzzrak said:

Tolerate and/or like the people you can find, instead

This. Sometimes you just gotta put up with some people. Grin and bear it. It's a part of life.