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  1. I really like your new avatar, it's really giving me some Sabbat vibes from their Black Up Your Soul release:

     

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  2. So, don't know where to start but I'll try anyway.

     

    I just wanted to apologize for the craptastic behavior I've displayed for the last couple of days here on DW (especially in places such as the Ironman League). I figured it was about damn time I did this. The final period of 2019 was almost an all-time low for me, but I'm well aware that's still no excuse to behave the way I did. Unfortunately, the root cause will probably never be "treated", but I'm working on at least controlling myself better than the almost complete lack of control I've shown lately around here.

     

    But, to end on a more positive note, I've also wanted to thank everyone for being with me, thanks for over 2 years of Doomworld and your support everyone :) . Every follow (be it here or on Twitch), every like, every view, and so on means the world to me, so thanks a ton for that guys. It's a HUGE boost for morale, especially when I'm feeling down, and helps me move ever forward.

     

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    1. ReaperAA

      ReaperAA

      I don't know about your RL situation but I hope things get better for you in future.

    2. seed

      seed

      Well 2020 is probably going to be a decisive year from certain POVs. I'll be getting my license this year (hopefully), so that would be one aspect taken care of.

       

      No idea what I'll be doing afterwards, however. These 4 years have been only filled with frustration and disappointment, but I think I've realized too late that I've probably chosen the wrong specialty. Being directionless absolutely doesn't help here either. I really have no idea what I'll be doing post-2020, whether I'll be getting my license or not is probably going to be a decisive factor.

       

      Then there's also the fun part and taking part in activities I enjoy, which are very rare for me, as stupid as that might sound rofl.

    3. CyberDreams

      CyberDreams

      I don't know what to say really, besides the fact that you're not alone as my life has been shit for the past year. 

       

      I do hope that you find a solution to w/e it is that's going on, even though you stated that "the root cause will probably never be treated". Hopefully you find some way of dealing with w/e it is though :)

  3. The prophecy has been fulfilled :D .

     

    "Screaming demons,
    Children of the serpent god,
    VENGEANCE IS SWORN!
    "

     

     

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  4. Happy New Year Doomworld.

     

    So, it's now been little over a year since I've joined and 2018 was pretty interesting. The atmosphere is welcoming, there's lots of stuff and projects to see and contribute to, as well as discuss about a great deal. It was slightly difficult at the very beginning when I kinda felt I was mostly invisible, but that sentiment quickly faded away.

     

    I've made a few friends, probably lost some, and perhaps even made a few enemies, who knows for sure, but in retrospect, I'd definitely say it was a pretty good year overall, even though I haven't contributed with much to the community apart from maybe writing reviews for megawads I've played in an honest, detailed, and especially unapologetic way. Yes, reviews will keep coming throughout 2019 for sure, I'm just really slow at finishing stuff these days since I have other things on my plate.

     

    Not to forget that if it wasn't for DW and Doom it would've probably never crossed my mind to start streaming on Twitch, which was a pretty damn random thought, that's literally how the journey started. It was a pretty sweet opportunity I'm glad I seized.

     

    So, thanks to everyone for a great year 👊, and may 2019 make your dreams and wishes reality.

    1. KVELLER

      KVELLER

      Happy new year to you as well! It's been great to have you onboard :)

    2. taufan99

      taufan99

      Happy New Year too dude!

  5. So, I see you're pretty active these days again. Could've said that earlier but I prefered to wait for a while to see whether it's something only temporary or not.

     

    Awesome 👊, at first I thought you left DW for good a while ago considering that you hid the recent visitors, unfollowed me, and removed your avatar :v .

    1. Catpho

      Catpho

      Eh, seems to do this from time to time. Classic Piper ;)

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    3. seed

      seed

       

      Similar theme 😉.

  6. Why the name change mate?

    1. Catpho

      Catpho

      More importantly why the avatar change?????

    2. DesecratorJ

      DesecratorJ

      The name change is to reflect more what I am about to nowadays, but it also represents my pseudonym for our musical project.

       

      My avatar is our finally done band logo, I was quite happy to have it at last!

  7. So, as I have noticed for a while now, I've managed to gain a number of followers in the short time (2 months more precisely, with no lurking on the site prior to my registration) I've been on Doomworld, which is frankly very impressive to me, for a number of reasons.

     

    This being said, I just wanted to take a couple of minutes to thank everybody for this, it actually means a lot to me, after all, no one starts following someone for no reason or just for the sake of doing it, so I guess I must've done something to deserve your attention.

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