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  1. Sephiroth

    Bush wins [comments go here, please]

    more like four more years of war. damn that almost makes it 8 years. anywyas guess i shouldn't complain as i am planning on going military. though i will complain if i get to the front lines, fucker cut soldier's pay. however hope to get a job in his new missle deffence program, even if i view it as worthless cold war era bull-shit.
  2. nope, but we later used good old "connie" in a number of other pranks. Infact she was the assassitant to a comic book hero we made in 7th or 8th grade, for our "language arts" class. except she was called connie C. however we couldn't hold back for long. in 8th grade a kid was running for class somthing. so he made posters that said stuff like "do you want 5$?" and the best one said "do you really like popcorn" except PO RN were made really really huge and the pco was made really tiny. the official statement from the supervisor was "while this is a good example of trickery and word use, it is still unacceptable." he didnt get in trouble for it. However i think Connie cumshot made a few posters too, but that may have been the next year. I really think Bush will pull this one out of his ass agian. Oh well.
  3. Sephiroth

    News from (Insert State Name)

    the "sige heil" act in my state seems to have passed. its an act banning gay marrage. even though i am not gay something about it deeply disturbs me. My grandfather was all pissed off about it "Its the same shit they [nazis] did when i was your age!" of course he has said that about other things too. ironicly he really doesn't like blacks. however he bitches about alot of things. i never really paid attention to politics and there is a shit load i don't know. what little i have gotten into has shown me... its not at all my cup of tea.
  4. well how about winter cleaning. this involves my attic, my closet and under my bed.

    most of this shit has not seen light for a decade or more. so here it goes.

    my attic.
    besides clothes and allergies.
    1 box of new unused old school computer paper.
    a box of coffe cans
    an antenna i made when i was 5, cant remember if it was for a radio or TV.
    1 old color TV, i mean old. has vacume tubes.
    2 old radios, both have vacume tubes. 1 works
    more coffe cans
    a microphone? looks like it came off a CB or PA system. the end is cut off.
    a japanese rifle wrapped in cloth, looks great. one of many WW II things out of here.
    several german WW II helmets, 2 American helmets. A japanese and american bannette. and some sort of japanese knife, its big.
    a nazi egal thing, egal on a swastika
    panzerfuast tube, score!
    random caseings, used
    various gun parts in poor condition. i think some of these belong to an AK-47.
    empty ammo cases, well filled with dust.
    old records.
    and a box filled with my dad's old porn stash. shit looks like its from the 70's.

    now the closet
    a box filled with 6 CB radios. Use to get these from an uncle and would use them to play soldier when i was a child. I dont know if they work
    a old mac computer
    over 10 walky-talkies, loved those as a kid. however would get bored and usally break them, i think i enjoyed breaking them.
    a cell phone? looks newish, have no idea whoes it is.
    pop cans, my brother is lazy.
    some odd radio like thing. in a box and covered in plastic wrap. have NO idea what it is. i know its not mine. however the below item might make it fun.
    one big old baseball bat, ok i found a few of its freinds too.
    the long lost aquarium.

    well most of this stuff is useless to me. some of it is worth money and some of it is trash. the only thing that got me excited was the WW II stuff. however i know both grandparents have way more in their homes. as for selling any of that stuff, no way. however if you need a old TV and a box of CB radios then give me a call, i even give you those walky-talkies for free.

    what wierd, odd, disgusting, and just plain awesome things have you found while cleaning?

    1. SYS


      Congrats on the WWII stuff. I wish I got more of my grandpa's stuff from WWII, I got his medals though, along with some paper that was written in Dutch. People sell WWII stuff at local swapmeets all the time. This dude had like 3 nazi pistols, some ally rifles, medals, rings, both nazi & ally, also some uniforms as well, even some nazi shot glasses but I'm betting those were fake.

      In a totally unrelated matter. This Virgin megastore got shit from a jewish rights group, because they sold Call of Duty action figures, which naturally featured nazi figures as well as allies.

  5. Sephiroth

    TI83 Port (not a real port, but whatever)

    oh no, i am back in high school. those things begame gameboys, mainly because gameboys were banned. i remember mario, the GB edition, being on a TI 93 or something. i would have better look porting doom to the telxon gun at work. well maybe wolf3d as it is an 8088 with 1024K ram. however the 386 and 486 model would be a possiblity. hell the thing even runs MS-DOS 5.00
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    Best source port for old 486DX2

    boom never gave me any issues. however if you want demos and such used doom.exe doom runs kinda slow on one of my 486 systems, but its a 486/66 cyrix system.
  7. so it WAS an XP issue, heh. try as you might i have not found anything that sounds as good as the soundblaster AWE64 for old DOS games.
  8. quite.... or the SS will be after us agian. there was a couple guys on our ballots, forget the names. nader was not one of them. i remember are school mock election in like 1996. there where two people running for president of the school. it had a box with the 2 names and then a "write in" for what ever reason 11 of us wrote in the name "Connie Cumshot" they didn't know who all did it so they couldn't really punish people. however our class got spoken to by the consouler.
  9. Sephiroth

    How beefy is this? [Half-Life 2]

    i bet it will look good. but then agian i never even saw HL for PS2. the PS2 is too dated. i am sure a port for Xbox would be possible, but why not wait for xbox2. personaly i don't know why they didnt wait for doom and halo 2. even if it was an extra year for halo 2 i wouldn't care.
  10. i have taken 15 second out of my life to trying to see who will win. i flipped a coin, best 2 out of 3. kerry won, nuff said. the coin is never wrong.
  11. kinda hard to call for me. i might take a stab and say Kerry.
  12. Sephiroth

    Room Over Room

    don't any of you remember the old ROR port? i think it is still listed on the source ports section. anyways that is all it did, add ROR support. i dont even think ti had boom support. however legacy and all those do have it now.
  13. Sephiroth

    Presidental Poll (Doomers)

    many people i know are republican. However i question their reasons for voting so. They don't really know much about what is going on in the world. My best friend supports bush because of a few lame reasons. he likes gun, hates gays, hates the middle east and hates a number of laws. One law he hates is the whole DUI thing. he still doesn't understand why he can't drive. if it where up to me he would never drive agian. 3 DUI's in 2 years is just bad, and he is under age. His brother is also pushing his luck by driving on a suspended license. his was taken because he has seisures and they are unable to determine the cause. needless to say there are many democrats who do the same thing. Most people don't know the issues at hand. What i have learned has been about the presidentail elections i know very little about those running in local elections.
  14. Sephiroth


    imagine a run in with the 9 foot fella. he and all his 1000 pound glory. however i have heard that it may have fed exclusivly on plants like bamboo due to the large jaws and teeth. you can tell alot about an animals from its teeth and jaws.
  15. Sephiroth

    Slow Performance

    well you do have an older card. i even have moments of lag with a radeon 9600XT. so it's little mystery why you got lag. however everything else looks good
  16. Sephiroth


    that might be a good comedy. a guy hitting one with a bat. of course i am sure some twisted LOTR fan out there already has hobbit porn up. I am surprised that furry porn never reached the "hominid" errotica. however who the hell know. Its not something i am gonna go look for. Seriously is there a fetish that doesn't exsist. i am sure there are people turned on by mouse balls and soap. anyways i think they have been studing this sence 2003. it is a new species however where it belongs may prove a debate. it could be and most likly was a subspecies for homo erectus or homo sapien. however it is possible that it is from another race we havn't discovered. most people don't realize how much the enviroment has changed in the last 150,000 years. humans, just like everything else conform to the rules of nature and evoultion. I am sure there are many other species we have yet to find. I would love to get news that there was another species still alive and well. personaly i would almost rather go back in time and see different species of humans than go back and see dinosaurs.
  17. When i think of my past it becomes difficult. It is often hazy and unclear. often times because relatives lie to cover up the past or because they didn't know what was going on. Also an inceident 5 years ago took alot of recent memmories. However one thing in my mind does stand out. I know how i felt and i understood many things.

    What has made me think about this is some community work i have been doing. I never thought of my self as a person that would like kids or that kids would even like. I tend not to deal with stress very well and often become deffensive. however how i react often depends on the person. I am more prone to become violent if the agitator is older, around 30's, and more so if it is a woman. Also a man who is older and bigger. oddly i am not distrustful towards women. considering those who hurt me the most were women.

    three weeks ago I gave a 3rd grade class a presentation. Usally our groups are mixed crowds of children and adults. to add to the mix it was at a religious school. so i had to rewrite my work with both in mind. most of the originals deal with breeding and evolution. However the children were intelligent, but still asked questions i expected. Also the school was small. which made it easy to get in an out. and for once the animals behaved, mainly the skink.

    The way the children reacted was a dark reminder of who i was. I am sure there are some there who share my pain. In those days there was only one thing i was trying to do, stay alive and get out. My family life hit the fan at that age. my mother left and my father brought in a new girl. At first we liked her and began to trust her. Until she became abusive. Unlike other children i didn't think i was the cause and i stood up. the abuse lasted for another 4 years. after the first 2 i came to a dark conclusion "the bitch must die!" it is possible i even considered suicide if i failed to kill her. certianly failing such a thing would be bad. The plan was simple. slit her throat in the night after she passed out from drinking. I knew killing was wrong, but i knew it was either her or me. I later, that year, stabbed her in a knife fight. she was drunk and dropped her knife. a mistake i made sure she would not forget. I stuck the short knife into her upper leg. She then punched me and hobbled away. I was 10 years old at the time, maybe 11. She later got a nasty infection from the wound.

    what makes me think about such things is the letters from the children. There is no darkness. They are happy and the children sound like they were excited to see the animals. I am sure many of them have no idea how cruel the world can be. Oddly, and touching, is the fact they liked having me there. Mainly because a part of me is very distrustful and my view is that all people are going to act the same way toawrds me. I know reality is different and depends on the person, but it still surprises me how trusting people can be. in contrast my writings were cryptic and dark. I recently went over some of mine from that age. I often spoke of a monster who would brings a violent death to those who slept. Sometimes i was more direct and wrote about a dream were i had been shot. Teachers often dismissed this because i was from a different culture or because all boys dream about monsters and guns. These would usally be mixed in with standard childish things and my interest in electronics and machienes. I may not remember much but i do know i did have times of peace and happiness.

    I have learned alot about my self in the last 4 years. I have learned that i missed out on many important life lessons and that i learned many that should never have to be learned. I also learned how close i was to continuing the cycle of my faimily. I also see why children should be taken more seriously.

    I am a different person now. I don't fear for my life and i am more trusting. however i do bear the old wounds and lessons of those days. I have a stricter point of view towards drugs and abuse. I am very criticle of other family memmbers aswell and have all but broken off contact with my dad's side of the family.

    1. SYS


      We all bear regret. Some worse than others, some things which were beyond our control. There are some things in life I wish I didn't learn the hard way, or have happen, but if you can come out of it a better person, that's all that matters.

    2. rf`


      Cheer up Seph. Not all nutcases grow up to be psychopaths. ;)

    3. Grimm


      I regret a lot of things. I regret my whole damn life. And almost all of it was outta my control. And the future, don't look much brighter either. Not much left for me.

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  18. Sephiroth

    UK playstation game

    i think restless dreams US is the exact same as it is in the UK. I don't know why buying it from the UK would be differnt than from the US? i can understand buying the japanese version but even then i think it is the same, except the language i have it for Xbox and i don't know of any differences. no you will not be able to play the game on an american PS2 without having it chiped
  19. Sephiroth


    yea i was reading about that last night. there are alot more to hamans than what most people think. some people don't want to think about it. The current species of humans, us, also is not the one who had the largest brain. neanderthals got that honor. if i recall there brain was about 100cm3 larger. however larger brain doesn't mean better. just as the pentium pro isn't better than a P4, the Pentium pro is like 6 P4's if you don't know much about them. this species was tiny. i wonder what they looked like. one think i always get a kick out of is when religious groups get the news and add their spin to it. everything from imbreeding, mutated monkeys, desease and demons. also add in conspiacies about other religions trying to undo them
  20. Sephiroth

    American Mcegee's new project

    i guess they couldn't wait to get it out. i downloaded the demo but have yet to install or play it. if its good i might get it, if its crap. well then i will not get it. not sure what to expect. looks like it might be good.
  21. i remember some game mag i bought that gave postal 2 a 0.0, but on their next page it was the 3 highest selling game for PC. it stayed on the top five list for 3 months. not saying the game is the best. it was fun and addictive at the time. infact it is one of the games i still get out and play.
  22. Sephiroth

    Fear mongering

    i know what you mean. animal rights groups did that BS here and got many pets banned. it started with people having bears, which i know they shouldn't. then it moved towards snakes. one incident was over a fireman who was bitten by his pet. they made claims it was free in the house and completly blew the story arpart. made it look like he held on heroicly. however he was dead before he got to the hospital and the snake was locked safly in its cage. they got other shit passed too banning all monitor lizards, snakes over 5 feet, some dogs, deer like animals and bears. bears and such where all ready covered under rabis laws and wildlife protection laws. elk, deer and buffalo where added to target local farms that breed these. its usally the side with the most money that wins. we had little money and could not aford a million dollar lawyer to put a spin on everything. another incident put people's lives in danger. they had released an alligator in a local park. they had apperently bought it month before from a breeder
  23. Sephiroth

    Tei Tenga?

    a guy from work was talking to me about that game. seems like he and I are the only ones that know about it.
  24. Sephiroth

    [Miscellaneous tat from the] ID anthology on ebay

    maybe when it came out i might have bought it. but now i just can't see my self spending that kind of money on something like that.
  25. Sephiroth

    American Mcegee's new project

    i would rather have seen oz, but oh well. didn't really fallow it much anyways