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    Get It Off Your Chest

    i think i have anxiety. it's like my mind races to find whatever is the worst possible outcome of whatever new development i've just learned about. for example, i turn the mobile hotspot on on my phone. i know that whenever another phone has a mobile hotspot on, i will get a notification asking if I want to turn on wifi sharing (which i never do), and i know my mom has her mobile hotspot on. i turn my phone off, turn and start to walk away and i get a notification. despite everything i know, my mind makes something up. what if that's my sister, who's just been in a car crash? not only do i have like 50 pieces of evidence showing that it's likely the wifi sharing, the situation itself is ridiculous. my sister would call 911, then call my parents, and she would call, not text. but despite all that, i still hesitate, and then give in and check my phone. it was the wifi sharing. and things like this happen very frequently. and that's not it. i seem to, occasionally, get these sort of mini anxiety attacks, where i can still function, but feel very overwhelmed and uneasy. this seems to happen the most when i think of medical problems/violence/pain. every now and then i'll get a weird feeling somewhere in my body and that will set it off, accompanied by the racing thoughts (what if one of my organs explode? what if i have a kidney stone? etc) and when this first started happening, maybe about a month ago, it actually started to affect my enjoyment of the things i like. listening to music i'd start wondering if the lyrics were some sort of prophecy of something to come, or if it was somehow demonic (think i can thank my dad for that one), or i'd be playing a game and see a dead body and start to have one of those "attacks." but whenever i hear anxiety described it doesn't sound exactly like my situation. it's always that they're "stressed" about some presentation they have to give at work or whatever. i don't want to falsely label it and be insensitive to people who do have it, but what else can it be?
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    What is your favorite monster & gun?

    gun: shotgun. something about it makes it kinda satisfying to use demon: i guess cacodemon. they're the best design i can think of and they're not bad in gameplay
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    Which sourceport do you use the most and why?

    prboom+ because I think it's a good balance between vanilla and modern sourceports
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    Boaty McBoatwad - /idgames

    dont think im gonna be able to submit anything. i had a layout i liked but i think it's too short and i'd have to seriously add on to it with only 8 days left, plus i'd be experimenting with a bunch of new things i've never worked with before, so i'm guessing the map would be too low quality to share. sorry
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    Boaty McBoatwad - /idgames

    I'm an idiot lol, I have a tv that I can use. I've used it before! How did I forget!!!
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    Boaty McBoatwad - /idgames

    Update: the screen on my laptop just broke and not only was that the only computer that had the wad file I was working on, it was my only computer period, meaning I have to cancel. I might try to make something but if I do it will be way past the deadline, probably next year. It was gonna have such a cool layout!!! You were gonna see the boat from a pier and then you were gonna teleport into it and fight an arch-vile and stuff... :(
  7. whatever that shay + carl song was. speechless i think? god it sucked. it's like the la croix of music: any hint of melody you hear (past the obnoxious vocals) is long gone and has only left a faint vague hint of a musical idea.
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    YouTube just went down.

    Susan tripped over a power cord
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    Potato PC Games Recommendations?

    Left 4 Dead 1/2 might work
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    Boaty McBoatwad - /idgames

    Sounds fun, I'll try to submit something Edit: Oh sorry we're doing boat puns...I'll sea what I can do aboat submitting a map.
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    What are the worst lyrics you have ever heard?

    Paralyzer by finger eleven (yes the toilet quagmire song). I like the instrumental and I think the chorus is catchy but "This club will hopefully, be closed in three weeks, that would be cool with me" makes me want to turn it off I used to play Roblox and there were tools in some games that let you play songs/audio that other people can hear. The amount of times this song was spammed would drive any man to the brink of insanity
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    help i turned doom into colors

    I wonder what it would look like vice versa, Heretic with Doom's pallette?
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    What are the worst lyrics you have ever heard?

    Vegemite by King Gizzard and The Lizard Wizard I love, I love my Vegemite It’s strong as hell and black as night I keep my love all screwed up tight And spread it thick whenever I like, I like Endors Toi by Tame Impala Soothing repeat I look down at my feet It's a hypnotist's arm And it works like a charm
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    The Top 25 Sector Ships of All Time

    Thought the title meant relationships, as in 2 Doom sectors in love with each other. Thoroughly disappointed.
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    Why You Chose The Username You Did

    I like the band King Gizzard and The Lizard Wizard and they have a crocodile as their "mascot"