Jump to content
Search In
  • More options...
Find results that contain...
Find results in...


  • Content count

  • Joined

  • Last visited

Status Updates posted by TwinBeast

  1. 4th work practice starts tomorrow at a day activity center for people recovering from mental problems. Hopefully it goes better than any of the previous ones. This one kinda lasts 8 weeks, but there's a 2 week holiday after 5 weeks. I don't feel stressed at all. Feels pretty much what I had in mind when I started studying this nurse stuff. So now I'll finally get to see if this stuff is what I want to do for a while until some more studying.

  2. 3 week xmas holiday, whee! What should I do?


    Thought I could do at least one level for Doom II. Maybe something medium sized. Maybe something that has both techbase and hell.


    Then I have some mega sized assignment from school, which needs to be done before end of january (this is the only assignment during this final course). In it I need to do the whole battle plan for someone's mental health treatment, which seems a bit ridiculous, because that amount of planning in real life is done by multiple people, and all of them probably got a higher degree education than the lowest level nurse degree.

  3. Accidentally super liked someone on tinder, and I meant to put a nope. Aagh! I hope she don't find me, or doesn't like me if she finds me.

    1. BigDickBzzrak


      What if she does? She's not gonna stalk you in real life bro. Even if she shoots you a few annoying texts just tell her it was an accident, or better still ignore her. nothing to stresssss about

  4. Slept 14 hours and 30 minutes last night. Don't get enough sleep on work days, then when I have a free day, all I do is sleep.

  5. Third work practice starts tomorrow. This one is at a group home for people with mental problems. Kinda not sure what I'll be doing there, even though I have a pretty good knowledge about mental problems. Have to wake up at 5am. I think this work practice period I want to do morning/day shifts only and no weekend shifts.


    I don't even get paid anything, so why would I do shifts regular workers would get paid extra? I'd want some compensation for possible negative impact on my social life. In the previous course I didn't have a social life, so I did evening and weekend shifts, as it didn't matter when I was working there. Now it might matter. Sure, I'll have to go sleep early (like right about now).

  6. School continues tomorrow. Changed my "focus" studies to mental health and drug rehabilitation work today. Didn't get much game stuff done during summer, blah.

  7. Oh, no, maybe kinda broke my oven while cleaning it. School starts next week. There is only once piece of pancake left in the freezer and I don't know if I can make more. What do I eat in the mornings now?!

  8. Still got about 3 weeks summer holiday left. Should I do some game stuff? Most of the holiday so far has gone into being depressed on a sofa, don't want the rest of the summer go like that.


    Don't know what I want to do to my game. Maybe I need to think & write some plan. Right now the current state of it feels like it's a completely directionless mess. Going out for a run to do that thinking stuff.

    1. leodoom85


      You know what I did last summer for vacations that was for 3 weeks? I went to south and I visited a national park, went to the lake and visited other places. And of course, to rest and delete all of that stress accumulated here at the capital for reasons...


      Always have a plan beforehand to kill time ;)

  9. 5 days left of work. These 5 days are a demonstration week, and I have to demonstrate my skills instead of being instructed what to do. Also have to tell some "theory" stuffs about things I can't demonstrate with practical work. Feeling kinda excited.

  10. Well, I'm kinda annoyed again. I'm at another work practice. This is total 5 weeks practice and then 1 week when I demonstrate my skills. Before the demonstration week, I have to have all school assignments done and accepted by the teachers. The school assignments are about the elderly, but I'm working with people with developmental disabilities.


    So I can't use the school assignments during the demonstration week. I have to do yet another set of assignments that I have to think completely on my own. Well, I still have 2 weeks of practice, which isn't really enough time to do 2 sets of assignments. I have about 6½ assignments I need to do. Don't know if 2 weeks is even enough time to do these.


    At least all the practical work feels like it's going pretty well, although I'm not yet as fast as the regular workers there. They can take care of 3 people in a shift, I can just about take care of 2 people. Maybe I'll ask next week what I can do to improve my performance there.

  11. Was at an amusement park for 12 hours on a some kind of date yesterday. In one of the devices she wrapped her arm around me to be more comfortable. In another device we kept our hands close, so that our little fingers touched. If there was a gap between, one of us would move the hand closer. When we left the park, I gave her a massage, which she liked a lot. She escorted me to my train, I gave her a hug and missed the train. The next train arrived to a nearby track. We went there and hugged again, then she shoved me into the train.


    I wonder if this develops into something romantic. Feels like it might.

    1. leodoom85


      Lovely. Hope that something good happens in the future...

  12. Uh oh, I start work practice at a kindergarten tomorrow. I have a mental picture of there being sharp clawed children all ready to tear me apart. Well, maybe it's not that bad. I will survive! But for how long, this lasts about a month.

    1. KVELLER


      And, how are things going?

    2. TwinBeast


      @KVELLERSo far they haven't torn me apart, although there were some "angry kittens" today. Meowed a little at them and they let me pass on the corridor. Mostly it's kind of easy and fun to play with the children. Then there are some moments when I need to be more responsible or speak louder (or even yell) that are a bit more difficult, at least the louder speaking is.


      I'll probably get to see a speech/voice therapist some time later, but that's going to be after this work practice is already over.

  13. Kinda annoyed, have motivation to work on game stuff, but still 3 (or 5) school assignments need to do (one of them is really long and kinda boring too), preferably before next monday (not going to happen). Work practice starts then, but really only need to have them done before the final week of the work practice.


    Just might not be able to start the work practice on next monday, because need to show my criminal record for the teacher to see if there's anything (serious) in it, or if it's an empty record. Just ordered it yesterday (thought I needed to know the exact place I go to, but didn't, it was more vague), and also heard some people telling they've been waiting for their records for a month. Info on the website said it should only take about a week. Uhhuh.


    Maybe need to reorganize my timetable, so that I'd have at least one day in the week for game development. Now just haven't dared to do any, what if I'd lose focus on the school stuff, and it's been going so well now. But don't want to get so annoyed, that I'd quit it to work on games and eventually lose motivation and get even less (than nothing) done.

  14. There was a pretty sunset at this hill today.





    1. leodoom85


      Amazing sunset. Truly a gift.

  15. I was playing REλL-LIFE2 today... it went pretty well. Was a bit chilly and windy. Everywhere some kind of construction work going on.



  16. Dreamed about playing with my snake. In the dream we could crawl around together. Played with her today some too, but I was merely an observer now.


    Here's some images of her going around the house: https://imgur.com/a/VLU18y7

  17. I made some brownies or something. They taste like caramel and chocolate.




    For the base I put some left over coconut flour, then lots of oatmeal to fill the bowl to the 2 litre line, 100g ground hazel and pecan nuts each, 200g cocoa flour, 1kg of honey, 400g butter, little olive oil, some baking soda, some ground kardamom and clove. It became 2 flatcakes, which I had in the oven for some 15 minutes in 200 celsius, though perhaps a little less (time or heat) would have been enough. There's some burnt taste in the corner/border pieces.


    For the top I melted 100g butter and 400g dark chocolate and sprinkled some almond chips for decoration. Total 48 cake pieces. Really yummy sweet. Somewhere between soft and crispy.

    1. leodoom85
    2. mArt1And00m3r11339


      Delicious. I will have to try those out at some point.

  18. This little flail appeared in my teacup today. Didn't find a direct explanation to it, so I combined these explanations: weapon: warning... chain: love, engagement, marriage... hammer: some challenging situation, overcoming obstacles...


    Let's see how that goes. Maybe it's about a phone call on next monday from a doctor.



    1. Eris Falling

      Eris Falling

      It means you can defeat tiny enemies :)

  19. Did some model based on one of my sprites. Don't know if I make it any further than this. Sure would be nice to have multi angle sprites with some animations.


  20. Hadn't heard from my brother in 3 weeks, had just thought about that a few days ago, then suddenly today he called and we talked for an hour. It was pretty nice.

  21. Came out of the closet to my brother last night, been trying to do it for some months now. Had a dream about doing it the night before, so I thought it would be a good day to tell him. Told that he now has a sister and my new name. He took it pretty well. Don't know when I'll tell my parents anything, don't tell them much about anything in my life. Well, maybe next summer I'll tell, unless they happen to ask before. I'm not exactly hiding this much anymore.

  22. Didgeridoom... I hadn't played them for some years, suddenly thought to play some. I tried to say Doom while playing... maybe some more practice on that...



    I have a wooden and a plastic one. My brother made the wooden one, and I painted the plastic tube with spray paint.



  23. Found some snails during my nightly trip outside...



  24. Round one... Fight!



    1. Xyzzy01


      Literal Shadowboxingtm

    2. MarsHappyNation


      Trust nobody... Not even your own shadow.

    3. Ichor


      Now, now...perfectly symmetrical violence never solved anything.

  25. Signed up to some psychology courses. Starts in couple of weeks. I can study it from home as it's completely through internet. I study better at home... although I'd like to meet new people.


    Other than that I've not done much progress on anything. Been kind of stuck with the 16 color palette... what do I do with it? I want it to have like "all" colors and also enough shades, but that just doesn't fit into 16...