Single Status Update
Been a while since I posted. I should probably try to participate in discussion topics and stuff, but life has been... complete ☺☺☺☺, to be blunt.
Short story: I'm not moving to Australia anymore, because my boyfriend broke up with me and thinks he's in love with an online friend of mine there I introduced him to. After three years, he pulled this 2-3 weeks at most away from me moving there. I can't seem to decide how hurt or upset I am, of if there's some sort of relief hidden underneath all the other emotions rising within me at the moment. Yesterday I thought we talked things through and they were back to normal and he told me he wasn't acting weird because of anybody else. Then, tonight, he finally admitted what I suspected and knew all along. I even suspected it was our friend he was going after. Friend offered to back off and see if Tristan strays back to the path we were on, then Tristan says he doesn't feel things would ever be the same and that he wants to be with me anymore at all now.
Essentially, three years of my life just vanished into thin air. I'm three years older now, and ended up having gone nowhere. Now I have no idea what I'm doing with my life as so much of it revolved around getting to Australia first and getting settled in then seeing where to go from there.
Needless to say I'm feeling pretty devastated at the moment. If I can get up the will to even play Portal 2, I'd be excited that it's available to play today.
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Yeah that's definitely one way I'm looking at it. There are benefits to this, I've just got to wrap my head around picking up life as it was before I met him. When it happened, everything else was sort of put on pause for myself while everything else was speeding by past me. In a way there's a comfort in knowing I'll be able to live a normal life again. Whatever "normal" is.
In honor of portal, I've made a new icon.
They are three years of your life that you'll never get back, but they are three years that have hopefully taught you a thing or two. At least now you can focus on YOU. You can be on a normal sleeping pattern, be able to get a job, and do the things you've always talked about wanting to do, but have been unable because you've been tied down to someone oceans away.