Single Status Update
So beautiful, like a retarded butterfly.
All my life, it's been good and bad in a row
I will have my times of uninterupted joy
Then I will get shot down
Over and over
It breaks me, like I'm glass
Shattering on the marble floor of life
The pain and joy are one feeling to me now
For when I feel joy, I know pain is coming soon
And when the pain engulfs me, I know that joy is bound to rear itself again...
But what will I do when it doesn't?
Will I allow myself to live without joy?
Will I allow myself to live?