Single Status Update
I received my letter from college 2 days after I left home for a small vacation. I have been told that I was not accepted for the class I have been trying to take for the past two years. i feel miserable.
this added on to a nasty, insulting comment about me on the Wikipedia by some overconfident jerk.
added on to the fact that I realy don't want to be where i am right now, and I have a splitting headache, and the people around me are making me feel guilty about the smallest things...
plus being fired last month, and being terribly alone, socially.
I'm low. I used to be so high. my clarity is gone, and i just feel so out of touch with everything. i feel so paranoid, i just wish i was dead most of the time.