Single Status Update
Just found out my father died on sunday, at the age of 50.
Thing is, I dunno how I feel about. We were never really close. Hell we lived on opposite sides of the country. Only spoke every couple of months, and that didnt even start happening until a few years ago.
On one hand I know this means I'll never get to know him very well and I guess I do feel bad about that. But on the other hand it's just kinda like "oh well". I do regret never having traveled to visit him.
Mostly I feel bad about not feeling as bad as I think I should, if that makes any sense.