MrGlide

Blegh...not a fan of the South. Seeing some extended family is cool though.

I just reinstalled Garry's Mod. After starting the game, I am greeted with this:

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Just post what you're listening to:
Biosphere - Bose-Einstein condensation

First step is to basically block my testosterone, so I got these:
Spironolactone 25 MG, 2 plls a day per 3 months
Diethylstilbestrol 2 MG 1 a day per 3 months

My T levels are 7.7, according to my doc they have to go down to something between 0.x to 1

First step is to basically block my testosterone, so I got these:
Spironolactone 25 MG, 2 plls a day per 3 months
Diethylstilbestrol 2 MG 1 a day per 3 months

My T levels are 7.7, according to my doc they have to go down to something between 0.x to 1

It isn't constant for me. Sometimes I find solace in the idea that one day all of my problems will vanish.

Then other nights, the idea that every second experienced is one second closer to the end of being sends a chill down my spine.

I need to stop staying up so late. I'm always the only one awake in my house at this hour, and silence makes for horrible company. With nobody to talk to, I am left with my thoughts. For me, knowing that the reaper has been slowly approaching me since I was conceived is absolutely horrifying. I picture it like being in a long, dark hallway. On one end is me, and on the other is the hooded personification of Death. I am screaming and begging for Death to stop walking and take a break from his steady approach. But he doesn't acknowledge my plea. He just keeps coming toward me as my surroundings grow colder with each passing second.

Tick tock. Tick tock.

It just popped up in my head. Let's say a suspicious looking man is knocking on my door telling me that he urgently needs some medication. I don't open thinking that he's a burglar. Soon after he dies. Am I legally responsible?

I found a shoulder bone of some animal while on a small walk in the forest, next to a swamp with extremely dense amounts of foliage.





Kind of a lucky find, since in my area (Florida Panhandle) the vegetation is indescribably dense. You can't for the love of your life not step in some massive plant.

It isn't constant for me. Sometimes I find solace in the idea that one day all of my problems will vanish.

Then other nights, the idea that every second experienced is one second closer to the end of being sends a chill down my spine.

I need to stop staying up so late. I'm always the only one awake in my house at this hour, and silence makes for horrible company. With nobody to talk to, I am left with my thoughts. For me, knowing that the reaper has been slowly approaching me since I was conceived is absolutely horrifying. I picture it like being in a long, dark hallway. On one end is me, and on the other is the hooded personification of Death. I am screaming and begging for Death to stop walking and take a break from his steady approach. But he doesn't acknowledge my plea. He just keeps coming toward me as my surroundings grow colder with each passing second.

Tick tock. Tick tock.

It just popped up in my head. Let's say a suspicious looking man is knocking on my door telling me that he urgently needs some medication. I don't open thinking that he's a burglar. Soon after he dies. Am I legally responsible?

I found a shoulder bone of some animal while on a small walk in the forest, next to a swamp with extremely dense amounts of foliage.





Kind of a lucky find, since in my area (Florida Panhandle) the vegetation is indescribably dense. You can't for the love of your life not step in some massive plant.

-Don't be a cunt.
-Don't share fucked up stories and don't take negative replies to be serious at all.
-Don't be a idiot.

I also learned that being in the Loser threads is boring as fuck as well.

-Don't be a cunt.
-Don't share fucked up stories and don't take negative replies to be serious at all.
-Don't be a idiot.

I also learned that being in the Loser threads is boring as fuck as well.

Recently got into tetris. I'm playing here: http://www.freetetris.org/game.php This is the nicest and simpliest online version I could find (in a few minutes of searching). The only hassle is having to turn off the sound every time you restart.
Pls share your records. Here is mine: http://i.imgur.com/JoZzIwE.png
At first I thought that it's physically impossible to play starting from level 10 simply because I couldn't rotate and move the pieces quick enough. But after a few tries I realized that if you reach level 10 when the field is relatively empty, you still have a chance to survive, although it becomes extremely easy to panic and make a mistake.
Also, this game is slowly taking over my mind. Sometimes I find myself imagining these shapes and thinking what's the best way to fit them together. There is something very mentally satisfying about it.

Recently got into tetris. I'm playing here: http://www.freetetris.org/game.php This is the nicest and simpliest online version I could find (in a few minutes of searching). The only hassle is having to turn off the sound every time you restart.
Pls share your records. Here is mine: http://i.imgur.com/JoZzIwE.png
At first I thought that it's physically impossible to play starting from level 10 simply because I couldn't rotate and move the pieces quick enough. But after a few tries I realized that if you reach level 10 when the field is relatively empty, you still have a chance to survive, although it becomes extremely easy to panic and make a mistake.
Also, this game is slowly taking over my mind. Sometimes I find myself imagining these shapes and thinking what's the best way to fit them together. There is something very mentally satisfying about it.

well Just like what the title said it all I've been
Got much many problems that are really diffcult on my part mosty because of My parents that still doesn't know how the world works
in a right way and now it's pretty much getting into a Real trouble pretty much for my mom who is out of control Doing nonesense and say stupid shit towards my Father
that decide to move Somewhere else perhaps because of the money issue or
something like that I Honestly don't get do you anyone of you Guys thinks that they're Mental illness or It's Just me? also They are very religious ones too.

:/

I was out at the Muskegon Lake channel today looking to get some photos of the storm passing through, but I didn't get anything good from that. What I did get though, was a pretty good photo of a young Cormorant.

I was out at the Muskegon Lake channel today looking to get some photos of the storm passing through, but I didn't get anything good from that. What I did get though, was a pretty good photo of a young Cormorant.

Shit, I just got drunk for the first time last weekend and it was awful, I was loud, I swerved all over the place when I walked and the next morning I felt sick, and just slept the whole day.

So why do people enjoy getting drunk?

well Just like what the title said it all I've been
Got much many problems that are really diffcult on my part mosty because of My parents that still doesn't know how the world works
in a right way and now it's pretty much getting into a Real trouble pretty much for my mom who is out of control Doing nonesense and say stupid shit towards my Father
that decide to move Somewhere else perhaps because of the money issue or
something like that I Honestly don't get do you anyone of you Guys thinks that they're Mental illness or It's Just me? also They are very religious ones too.

:/

Shit, I just got drunk for the first time last weekend and it was awful, I was loud, I swerved all over the place when I walked and the next morning I felt sick, and just slept the whole day.

So why do people enjoy getting drunk?

Shit, I just got drunk for the first time last weekend and it was awful, I was loud, I swerved all over the place when I walked and the next morning I felt sick, and just slept the whole day.

So why do people enjoy getting drunk?

I find it difficult to build a healthy relationship with Doom. When I get excited about it, it occupies a huge portion of my mind and becomes almost like an obsession. After some time in that state I naturally become sick of the game and can get rather emotional about that temporary disappointment. So I try to get out of it. Then at some point I get excited again, come back, and the circle repeats. I find it hard to treat Doom as just some side activity, instead I have to either dive into it 100% or completely abstain from it.

Not sure if that's due to the nature of the game or maybe some ridiculous rules I made up in my head that I don't even know about. It's strange. Maybe I just don't have enough things in my life and that's what causes me to take what little I have too seriously. I guess if I had like 30 hobbies and shuffled them around all the time, I wouldn't have to obsess over just one of them so much. And I probably should be trying new things more often instead of sticking to the old ones all the time and expecting them to always remain fresh and exciting.

Have you ever had similar feelings about a hobby of yours?

gotta new pc and got doombuilder LETS DO THIS!

ok how the fuck do i use doombuilder... ok ill just stick to eureka or slade

Just post what you're listening to:
Biosphere - Bose-Einstein condensation