stan1234
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map 02 pacifist 2.31 ts02p-231.zip map 05 nomo 2.86 ts05o-286.zip map 05 pacifist 2.86 ts05p-286.zip map 07 nomo 2.86 ts07o-286.zip map 07 pacifist 2.86 ts07p-286.zip map08 nomo 4.00 ts08o-400.zip map08 pacifist 4.43 ts08p-443.zip
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Map 01 NM-100s in 30.77 ns01-030.zip
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Map 01 NM-Speed in 5.40 lv01n005.zip
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I never really left to be honest, instead I ended up just going by different aliases and submitting demos as I normally did. Will list those other aliases below.
Distortion, Volatile, stanners, woze5870, Hertz
Only started playing under the alias "Volatile" yesterday, but I figured that it's time to come clean about this instead of just repeating what I've been doing since I "quit" Doom, since I've already took this way too far.
I'm still not really sure why I did what I did, but I can agree that what I did was pretty odd. And I kept this going for a lot longer than I should have done. Apologies to shock, since he'll have to merge my DSDA profiles. As if I wasn't enough of a pain when I was spamming 30 demos a day.
Nothing has changed though in the past 6 months though, Doom is still an addiction for me. I do intend on quitting Doom and speedrunning as a whole now. But we all know how it went last time I said I was going to quit Doom, so it's hard to tell for me if I can stick to my word, since last time was a shallow promise. Bye I guess.
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I wish you the best, Scuffed. It is bad to be addicted to doom but what you have done now is really really weird, I think it would not be a bad idea to talk to a professional because it is possible that you will relapse again.
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Hey, scuffed, there's really no trouble merging your profiles, don't worry about that. While I personally have enjoyed many of the cool runs you have contributed to this community, mental health is a higher priority, and I hope you seek out some help if this is genuinely affecting your life this negatively. NGL, Doom speedrunning can be quite addictive, so I understand where you are coming from and don't think worse of you for being unable to break it. I wish you the best regardless of what you choose to pursue in the future.
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I agree with Juancho, what I did was strange to say the least, even if there were no bad intentions. I was fixated for a long time on getting a "fresh start", for a few reasons, but that doesn't excuse making 5 alternate accounts. Sometimes I struggle to comprehend why I did shit that I did, I don't know why I didn't just make another account and stick with it, and even that's still an odd thing to do.
When I mean addiction, I just want to clear up that I wasn't spending unhealthy amounts of time playing Doom (at least after August, when I was done with the spamming), it was mainly the fact that I didn't enjoy the game, yet I kept coming back to it. Even if it's not the true definition of addiction, it definitely still resembles what I view as an addiction. Like instead of doing something I wanted to do, I would just be sat playing a game that I didn't enjoy. That's not how I want to live my life. I don't think I phrased some of the things I said in my last post correctly, since "addiction" is very up to interpretation, and I was being quite vague.
I do intend on making this my last post, since I don't think there's much point in posting on Doomworld if I don't even play the game anymore (I haven't touched the game in the past couple of weeks, just in case if anybody cared to know). And since I pretty much exiled myself from the community (at least that's what I feel like I've done), I don't think people would want to see me back.
I do genuinely apologise for what I did, I was being ingenuine and it was just an overall weird thing to do, especially considering how long I kept on going for. But I thought that I'd make the last post I did (on March 20th), since I wanted to get shit off my chest.
Thank you all for being a great community.
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Been considering this for a while now, but I'm deciding to quit Doom indefinitely, since I'm just not happy playing this game anymore. I know I've done some half-hearted breaks before, but I'm serious about quitting now and I'm happy with that decision.
I'll be inactive on all platforms from now on, but may still log onto DW every now and again. Fairly short Doom career, only been playing for just over a year but I just simply don't enjoy Doom anymore - I find it very frustrating and I still don't enjoy the game when RNG is in my favour.
Doom was basically an addiction for me, even though I didn't enjoy it for a long time, I couldn't quit it - almost like an addiction, which isn't healthy at all. I feel happier now that I've quit the game, I've been wanting to for a while but struggled to.
I doubt anyone cares really, but I thought it'd be better to post this instead of just silently disappearing without an explanation. Thanks to everyone for being awesome, this community is one of the kindest imo and it's been a pleasure to be part of it.zamn, finally retired 😌
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ok, gonna take a break now :^) overload.wad demo pack - overload_demos.zip demons_bf.wad demo pack - demons_bf_demos.zip
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some more demo spam :^) 11d2lvls.wad MAP02 Pacifist in 0:05 - 11d2lvls02p-005.zip MAP03 Nomo in 0:07 - 11d2lvls03o-007.zip MAP03 Pacifist in 0:08 - 11d2lvls03p-008.zip MAP04 Nomo in 0:05 - 11d2lvls04o-005.zip MAP04 Pacifist in 0:05 - 11d2lvls04p-005.zip MAP05 Pacifist in 0:02 - 11d2lvls05p-002.zip MAP05 Stroller in 0:03 - 11d2lvls05str-003.zip MAP06 Pacifist in 0:09 - 11d2lvls06p-009.zip MAP06 Stroller in 0:11 - 11d2lvls06str-011.zip MAP07 Pacifist in 0:01 - 11d2lvls07p-001.zip MAP07 Stroller in 0:02 - 11d2lvls07str-002.zip MAP08 Pacifist in 0:02 - 11d2lvls08p-002.zip MAP08 Stroller in 0:07 - 11d2lvls08str-007.zip MAP09 Pacifist in 0:02 - 11d2lvls09p-002.zip MAP09 Stroller in 0:04 - 11d2lvls09str-004.zip MAP10 Pacifist in 0:01 - 11d2lvls10p-001.zip MAP10 Stroller in 0:02 - 11d2lvls10str-002.zip MAP11 Pacifist in 0:01 - 11d2lvls11p-001.zip MAP11 Stroller in 0:04 - 11d2lvls11str-004.zip 114doors.wad MAP01 UV-Speed in 0:04 - 114doors-004.zip MAP01 Stroller in 0:10 - 114doorsstr-010.zip 1dwangol.wad MAP03 Nomo in 0:19 - 1dwangol03o-019.zip MAP04 Nomo in 0:09 - 1dwangol04o-009.zip MAP04 Pacifist in 0:10 - 1dwangol04p-010.zip MAP04 Stroller in 0:16 - 1dwangol04str-016.zip MAP06 Pacifist in 0:03 - 1dwangol06p-003.zip MAP06 Stroller in 0:06 - 1dwangol06str-006.zip MAP07 UV-Speed in 0:04 - 1dwangol07-004.zip MAP07 Stroller in 0:09 - 1dwangol07str-009.zip MAP08 UV-Speed in 0:06 - 1dwangol08-006.zip MAP08 Stroller in 0:15 - 1dwangol08str-015.zip MAP09 Pacifist in 0:05 - 1dwangol09p-005.zip MAP09 Stroller in 0:11 - 1dwangol09str-011.zip MAP11 UV-Speed in 0:04 - 1dwangol11-004.zip MAP11 Stroller in 0:07 - 1dwangol11str-007.zip MAP13 UV-Speed in 0:05 - 1dwangol13-005.zip MAP13 Stroller in 0:08 - 1dwangol13str-008.zip 13.wad MAP01 UV-Speed in 0:01 - 13-001.zip MAP01 Stroller in 0:03 - 13str-003.zip 18hangar.wad MAP01 UV-Speed in 0:06 - hangar18-006.zip MAP01 UV-Max in 0:12 - hangar18m-012.zip MAP01 Stroller in 0:10 - hangar18str-010.zip
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just a small demo post 0badness.wad MAP01 UV-Max in 0:08 - 0badness01-008.zip MAP01 Nomo in 0:02 - 0badness01o-002.zip MAP01 Pacifist in 0:02 - 0badness01p-002.zip MAP01 Stroller in 0:05 - 0badness01str-005.zip MAP02 UV-Speed in 0:04 - 0badness02-004.zip MAP02 Stroller in 0:10 - 0badness02str-010.zip MAP03 UV-Speed in 0:01 - 0badness03-001.zip MAP03 Stroller in 0:02 - 0badness03str-002.zip MAP04 UV-Speed in 0:07 - 0badness04-007.zip MAP04 Stroller in 0:15 - 0badness04str-015.zip MAP05 UV-Max in 0:06 - 0badness05-006.zip MAP05 Nomo in 0:04 - 0badness05o-004.zip MAP05 Pacifist in 0:04 - 0badness05p-004.zip MAP05 Stroller in 0:08 - 0badness05str-008.zip 01arnd.wad MAP05 Pacifist in 0:04 - 01arndp-004.zip MAP05 Stroller in 0:08 - 01arndstr-008.zip cybrdk.wad MAP09 Pacifist in 0:06 - 01cybrdkp-006.zip MAP09 Stroller in 0:15 - 01cybrdkstr-015.zip 01fragem.wad MAP05 Pacifist in 0:04 - 01fragemp-004.zip MAP05 Stroller in 0:09 - 01fragemstr-009.zip 01gorry.wad MAP04 Pacifist in 0:15 - 01gorryp-015.zip 01jmp4it.wad MAP05 UV-Speed in 0:03 - 01jmp4it-003.zip MAP05 Stroller in 0:07 - 01jmp4itstr-007.zip 01mratlt.wad MAP05 Pacifist in 0:06 - 01mratltp-006.zip MAP05 Stroller in 0:11 - 01mratltstr-011.zip 01phbwar.wad MAP07 Pacifist in 0:06 - 01phbwarp-006.zip MAP07 Stroller in 0:16 - 01phbwarstr-016.zip 3gyztag2.wad MAP01 UV-Speed in 0:12 - 3gyztag2-012.zip MAP01 Stroller in 0:15 - 3gyztag2str-015.zip 4square.wad MAP01 UV-Speed in 0:04 - 4square-004.zip MAP01 Stroller in 0:09 - 4squarestr-009.zip 007tower.wad MAP01 UV-Speed in 0:04 - 007tower-004.zip MAP01 Stroller in 0:08 - 007towerstr-008.zip 100perc.wad MAP01 UV-Speed in 0:04 - 100perc-004.zip MAP01 Stroller in 0:10 - 100percstr-010.zip 0dandy01.wad MAP01 UV-Max in 0:11 - dandy01-011.zip MAP01 Pacifist in 0:00 - dandy01p-000.zip MAP01 Stroller in 0:00 - dandy01str-000.zip 0dandy02.wad MAP02 UV-Max in 0:15 - dandy02-015.zip MAP02 Pacifist in 0:03 - dandy02p-003.zip MAP02 Stroller in 0:06 - dandy02str-006.zip 10pak2.wad MAP01 Nomo in 0:05 - 10pak201o-005.zip MAP01 Pacifist in 0:06 - 10pak201p-006.zip MAP02 Nomo in 0:07 - 10pak202o-007.zip MAP02 Pacifist in 0:07 - 10pak202p-007.zip MAP03 Nomo in 0:04 - 10pak203o-004.zip MAP03 Pacifist in 0:05 - 10pak203p-005.zip MAP04 Nomo in 0:08 - 10pak204o-008.zip MAP04 Pacifist in 0:08 - 10pak204p-008.zip MAP05 Nomo in 0:12 - 10pak205o-012.zip MAP05 Pacifist in 0:12 -10pak205p-012.zip MAP06 Nomo in 0:03 - 10pak206o-003.zip MAP06 Pacifist in 0:04 - 10pak206p-004.zip MAP07 Nomo in 0:03 - 10pak207o-003.zip MAP07 Pacifist in 0:03 - 10pak207p-003.zip MAP08 Nomo in 0:10 - 10pak208o-010.zip MAP08 Pacifist in 0:11 - 10pak208p-011.zip MAP09 Nomo in 0:06 - 10pak209o-006.zip MAP09 Pacifist in 0:06 - 10pak209p-006.zip
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Abyssal Speedmapping Sessions series demos [-complevel 9]
stan1234 replied to AD_79's topic in Speed Demo Submissions
Session 10 MAP01 NM-Speed in 0:22 - aby1001n-022.zip MAP01 Nomo in 0:19 - aby1001o-019.zip MAP01 Pacifist in 0:20 - aby1001p-020.zip MAP01 Stroller in 0:35 - aby1001str-035.zip MAP02 Nomo in 0:15 - aby1002o-015.zip MAP03 Nomo in 0:27 - aby1003o-027.zip MAP04 Nomo in 0:24 - aby1004o-024.zip MAP04 Pacifist in 0:28 - aby1004p-028.zip MAP05 Nomo in 0:41 - aby1005o-041.zip MAP05 Nomo100s in 0:41 - aby1005os-041.zip MAP05 Pacifist in 0:46 - aby1005p-046.zip MAP06 Nomo in 0:23 - aby1006o-023.zip MAP06 Nomo100s in 0:24 - aby1006os-024.zip MAP07 Nomo in 0:34 - aby1007o-034.zip MAP08 Nomo in 0:16 - aby1008o-016.zip MAP08 Pacifist in 0:16 - aby1008p-016.zip MAP09 Nomo in 0:47 - aby1009o-047.zip MAP09 Nomo100s in 0:47 - aby1009os-047.zip MAP09 Pacifist in 0:49 - aby1009p-049.zip Session 11 MAP01 Nomo in 0:13 - aby1101o-013.zip MAP06 Nomo in 2:11 - aby1106o-211.zip Session 12 MAP02 Nomo in 0:23 - aby1202o-023.zip Session 14 MAP01 UV-Max in 0:44 - aby1401-044.zip MAP01 NM-Speed in 0:17 - aby1401n-017.zip MAP01 Nomo in 0:16 - aby1401o-016.zip MAP01 Pacifist in 0:16 - aby1401p-016.zip MAP01 NM100s in 0:22 - aby1401s-022.zip -
How often do you play the original IWADs?
stan1234 replied to Kor's topic in Doom General Discussion
Played each IWAD once and don't feel the need to revisit them since there's a lot of other great WADs out there, like Poogers.wad -
doomworld idgames dsda: (pending) surprised there's no demos for this yet and decided to make a thread for it decided to do a few table fillers. these were all done in one day, so these aren't very optimal :^) MAP01 UV-Max in 0:15 - em1001-015.zip MAP01 UV-Fast in 0:15 - em1001f-015.zip MAP01 NM-Speed in 0:04 - em1001n-004.zip MAP01 Nomo in 0:04 - em1001o-004.zip MAP01 Nomo100s in 0:08 - em1001os-008.zip MAP01 Pacifist in 0:04 - em1001p-004.zip MAP01 NM100s in 0:09 - em1001s-009.zip MAP01 Stroller in 0:08 - em1001str-008.zip MAP01 Tyson in 0:17 - em1001t-017.zip MAP01 Tyson with -fast in 0:17 - em1001tf-017.zip MAP02 UV-Max in 0:13 - em1002-013.zip MAP02 UV-Fast in 0:12 - em1002f-012.zip MAP02 NM-Speed in 0:08 - em1002n-008.zip MAP02 Nomo in 0:07 - em1002o-007.zip MAP02 Nomo100s in 0:07 - em1002os-007.zip MAP02 Pacifist in 0:08 - em1002p-008.zip MAP02 NM100s in 0:08 - em1002s-008.zip MAP02 Stroller in 0:14 - em1002str-014.zip MAP02 Tyson in 0:24 - em1002t-024.zip MAP02 Tyson with -fast in 0:23 - em1002tf-023.zip MAP03 UV-Max in 0:21 - em1003-021.zip MAP03 UV-Fast in 0:19 - em1003f-019.zip MAP03 NM-Speed in 0:07 - em1003n-007.zip MAP03 Nomo in 0:05 - em1003o-005.zip MAP03 Nomo100s in 0:06 - em1003os-006.zip MAP03 NM100s in 0:08 - em1003s-008.zip MAP04 UV-Max in 0:23 - em1004-023.zip MAP04 UV-Fast in 0:23 - em1004f-023.zip MAP04 NM-Speed in 0:13 - em1004n-013.zip MAP04 Nomo in 0:12 - em1004o-012.zip MAP04 Nomo100s in 0:13 - em1004os-013.zip MAP04 Pacifist in 0:13 - em1004p-013.zip MAP04 NM100s in 0:15 - em1004s-015.zip MAP05 UV-Max in 0:27 - em1005-027.zip MAP05 UV-Fast in 0:26 - em1005f-026.zip MAP05 NM-Speed in 0:04 - em1005n-004.zip MAP05 Nomo in 0:04 - em1005o-004.zip MAP05 Nomo100s in 0:08 - em1005os-008.zip MAP05 Pacifist in 0:04 - em1005p-004.zip MAP05 NM100s in 0:09 - em1005s-009.zip MAP05 Stroller in 0:10 - em1005str-010.zip MAP06 UV-Max in 0:44 - em1006-044.zip MAP06 UV-Fast in 0:52 - em1006f-052.zip MAP06 Nomo in 0:17 - em1006o-017.zip MAP06 Nomo100s in 0:18 - em1006os-018.zip
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Doomworld Speedmapping Compilation Demos
stan1234 replied to The Green Herring's topic in Speed Demo Submissions
Session 6 MAP01 Nomo in 0:25 - dwspd601o-025.zip MAP02 Nomo in 0:08 - dwspd602o-008.zip MAP02 NM100s in 0:09 - dwspd602s-009.zip Session 10 MAP01 UV-Max in 0:14 - dwspd1001m-014.zip MAP01 Tyson in 0:24 - dwspd1001t-024.zip MAP02 UV-Max in 0:34 - dwspd1002-034.zip MAP02 Nomo in 0:06 - dwspd1002o-006.zip MAP02 Pacifist in 0:07 - dwspd1002p-007.zip MAP03 UV-Max in 0:11 - dwspd1003-011.zip MAP03 Pacifist in 0:04 - dwspd1003p-004.zip MAP03 Tyson in 0:21 - dwspd1003t-021.zip -
pain e3m3 nm-speed in 0:26 n3m3-026.zip
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Some more demo spamming :^) MAP02 NM-Speed in 0:04. MAP02 Nomo in 0:03. MAP02 Stroller in 0:07. MAP06 NM-Speed in 0:05. MAP06 Nomo in 0:04. MAP06 Pacifist in 0:05. MAP16 UV-Max in 0:04. MAP16 UV-Fast in 0:04. MAP16 NM-Speed in 0:01. MAP16 Nomo in 0:01. MAP16 Pacifist in 0:01. MAP22 Nomo in 0:03. MAP22 Pacifist in 0:04. MAP25 NM-Speed in 0:19. MAP25 Nomo in 0:18. MAP25 Pacifist in 0:19. MAP26 NM-Speed in 0:08. tg02n-004.zip tg02o-003.zip tg02str-007.zip tg06n-005.zip tg06o-004.zip tg06p-005.zip tg16-004.zip tg16f-004.zip tg16n-001.zip tg16o-001.zip tg16p-001.zip tg22o-003.zip tg22p-004.zip tg25n-019.zip tg25o-018.zip tg25p-019.zip tg26n-008.zip
