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  1. People around you usually start dying in your 20s . I'm ~15 years older and know at least a dozen people, both related and acquaintances, that are now dead. All over the last 15 years almost exactly.

    1. BigDickBzzrak

      BigDickBzzrak

      MISREAD AS "PEOPLE LIKE YOU" AND GOT REALLY UPSET

      Idk what to do with that info bro tbh

  2. Hi so life's alright

    I'm incredibly lazy, like right now I should get to my genetics "homework", idk how to call it, assignment is too strong of a word

    I sleep a lot and cannot function properly unless I get literally 11 hours of sleep, a quite recent development since 8 used to be more than enough

    I've completed Half-Life 2 in the past few days, first new game I played in months if not years, I liked it a lot!

    Gaining new friends slowly but surely, it ain't hard folks!! Helps to pretend you're a bit more of a dummy than you actually are. I mean as a foreigner here I am already a bit of a dummy in the locals' eyes by default. 

    Really low on $$$ until I man up and find a job. I plan to do that after this semester so that I don't get too caught up during exams.

    Until then yeah I guess forced vegetarianism, and I'm already skinny as heck. Turns out my body spends over 3k calories per day. I can not afford to eat that much.

     

    Is this really that adult life people talk about? Sometimes I can't really wrap my head around the fact that I'm a person with my own will now. Like I can do what I want, for real. I mean unless we count buying stuff right now. Weird stuff, really weird stuff, even weirder when you consider that everyone probably went through this

     

    Btw looking at my 11 warning points on the left sidebar brings me back to the good old days when i still gave a shit about the internet, thanks @Linguica it's appreciated from this distance! I wish I still got that excited about stuff that don't even exist in reality. FFS I was 14 when I registered here, now I'm close to goddamn 19 years old what the FUCK, those two are barely even the same person anymore

    LMAO I even still have 4x more profile views than new people with 4x bigger postcounts, this place really became boring without me I see! 

     

    How are you all doing?

    1. Doomkid

      Doomkid

      How are you BuzzRack?

       

      11 hours to function? That’s harsh man, any idea why? This is why I’m glad I live in COMMUNIST Australia, I can go to the dr and have shit like that checked out without selling my house. Hopefully that’s possible in your area of Europastan.

       

      Its good to make friends ofc but be weary of the ones you have to “dumb down” to hang around, it gets draining after a while, when you’re OLD AND GREY ON 30’S EDGE you’ll be tired of it. Or maybe not idk lol just saying how it went for me. All of the friends I keep nowadays are able to talk about things beyond the surface level BS and it’s much better

       

      Sometimes I can't really wrap my head around the fact that I'm a person with my own will now

      U need to let will go, forced captivity is frowned upon in several counties.

       

      imagine waiting til ur an old ass 14 year old to join the community lol

       

      Good to hear from you, man. I hope you land a job soon and start making some money, then it actually will be that adult life thing you’ve been told so much about. Also you really shouldn’t need 11 hours, memes aside that’s still a shitload. It could be down to development though, I recently read that people in their teens and early 20’s crave sleep because of the energy that gets put towards growth/development. Something along those lines, anyway.

  3. Life's still good, started uni and all, how about you all?

    Kinda lonely tho since I don't have that many friends here yet, but hopefully it'll be alright

    1. reflex17

      reflex17

      doing OK, been getting back into Doom mapping again lately, which is always good.

       

      what are you taking? good luck with your studies.

    2. BigDickBzzrak

      BigDickBzzrak

      @reflex17 hey that's nice, I hope you'll pump out something badass. Matter of fact I'm certain you will

       

      I'm taking Ecology and Environmental protection, thanks I'll need it a lot. :]

    3. reflex17

      reflex17

      That's a good subject to study, the world needs it, from what I can tell. I still remember when recycling became a big thing in the early 90's and I'm pretty sure as a species we haven't done the best job since then. 

       

      Anyways thanks for the kind words, take care and all the best.

       

       

  4. I kinda miss this guy

  5. Lmao people still go onto my profile, why? 

     

    Also I'm doing fine in case you are wondering, I hope the same applies to you all

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    1. defiatron

      defiatron

      What the literal fuck,

      Is this fucking shit.

    2. Gustavo6046

      Gustavo6046

      Sweet! Nice to know that ^^

  6. Hey guys, accidentally logged on again

     

    Anyway i'm probably not gonna hang around here anymore because this place has been inhaling Richard recently

     

    In case you wanna talk to me (understandable considering how badass I am) hit me up on Discord where I do log in semi-regularly

    Xeep-Eep#7414

     

    Xeep-eep is also my username on doomer boards which i used as a cheap camouflage against getting banned on here, but now as i don't care at all, might as well say it

     

    Feels nice to actually be done with this chapter in my life after 3 years, thanks for everything

     

    Farewell and keep on Doomin', blastoise over and out

     

    P.S.

    Spoiler

    these are my last map scraps. if you feel like making a full map out of these, feel free to do so. I feel like they deserve being finished as I was definitely onto something when making them.


    cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/370849727413092355/536980701652713483/bzzraks_legacy.zip

     

    P.P.S.

    Spoiler

    @Linguica and @Ichor you are my fav admins, love you (no homo tho)

     

    1. riderr3

      riderr3

      Well, I think that now the Texture Extravaganza project can get a new leader.

    2. Catpho

      Catpho

      Cya bzz. Best of wishes to wherever you go next :)

    3. Gustavo6046

      Gustavo6046

      See you! We will miss you! ;-;

  7. I logged on back because I heard @Doom Marine was back

     

    What an epic dude

     

    How are you dudes doing? 

     

    1. defiatron

      defiatron

      ok, i guess.

    2. Cell

      Cell

      Hey pal.
      Please leave me a reply and/or go to Discord because I have incredible news on the you-know-what. :]

    3. KVELLER

      KVELLER

      I was starting to miss you :)

  8. Tried Hawaiian pizza about a week ago. It's nice.

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    2. KVELLER

      KVELLER

      Haha yeah, people tend to over exaggerate things from time to time. Like I said, I think the combination is weird, but if someone gives me one of those for free I'll happily eat it :P

    3. Cell

      Cell

      I'd digest a Hawaiian much before one that has 'shrooms on it, which I truly detest.

    4. KVELLER

      KVELLER

      Really? Mushrooms barely have any taste.

  9. Hmm

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    1. 42PercentHealth

      42PercentHealth

      Hey, cut the mapper a little slack. At least he/she used the green-face-with-red-eyes texture appropriately.

    2. Catpho

      Catpho

      Yo, small question, you are playing this on Doom Retro?

    3. BigDickBzzrak
  10. Hi, so I slept 10 hours last night but I still feel kinda tired, like my body isn't tired but my brain is. Like I'm acting super dumb and super slow, as I usually do when I'm sleepy. (when I'm not, I'm just plain dumb and slow AS YOU MIGHT HAVE GUESSED) 

     

    My sleep schedule is normally kinda insufficient but fairly consistent and I put effort into keeping it that way.  (2230 plus minus half an hour till 0645, last night I went to sleep at 2105 though)

    I don't have insomnia or anything, I usually fall asleep immediately after going to bed. 

     

    What to do, should I sleep more? Less??? Drink more water or something? Fall asleep to rain sounds?????? What do you recommend? 

  11. Helloooooooooooooo? 

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    1. BigDickBzzrak

      BigDickBzzrak

      Spoiler

      New forum sucks

      A few weeks ago I moved to a foreign country to study and that's the only thing people associate my country with 

      It's either that, or the expected SIBERIA thing ofc

  13. So apparently the weebs have come up with an extension to the "Spooktober" thing and apparently it's a challenge where you have to draw a different gore-related anime art every day?????

     

    Damn weebs should be exterminated. 

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    2. BigDickBzzrak

      BigDickBzzrak

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      anime

      Quote

      manly

      Ok I'll stop now

    3. Memfis

      Memfis

      I think drawing gore and looking at it can be a good therapeutic experience sometimes. I've noticed for example that animal corpses found on the street used to disturb me, but now they almost give me a peaceful feeling. By getting closer to the darker sides of this world and gradually accepting them as a natural part of it I find myself worrying less about trifle things, and even about tragedies. It's just easier to live if you expose yourself to unpleasant things instead of hiding from them in fear.

    4. SOSU

      SOSU

      And i'm just edgy :D

  14. Why am I enjoying this a lot Just out of curiosity and with no malicious intent, have you ever actually played a Terry wad? I'm not talking the troll shit that deletes your homework or the shit that Aquarius199 plays in packs of 8, but the actually meaningful stuff that required a lot of effort and was put together by a devoted team of people? E.g. UAC Military Nightmare or B4NM. Some ideas in wads like that can be absolutely genius. Unless you're some sort of Doom nazi that requires that all wads have 3 new palettes, 1400 unique textures on each level, perfect setpiece encounter pacing and 37000 sidedefs per map while remaining Boom-compatible, you could totally enjoy stuff like that.
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